prayer for player

Chapter 11

He was a drug dealer yes but since his wrong doings and keeping up with his  reputation he started going to church by himself
It seems the only thing stopping the dreams of his mama from happening to him ..he still aren't go to no doctors he was no punk
He remember when he was on the train with his mama he ask why we leave the church mama ?
She said to stop asking questions and start listening and that he couldn't stop talking and moving all over the church she usually never really go herself until she got with Charles only time she ever went was with Charles she go with him and his daughter and Jeremiah that only time Jeremiah would sit still he didn't listen to her he listen to him
But when he got older he didn't listen to Charles but listen to her .He only could take her dismay over then anybody else.
"Can't sleep the pastor ?"asked everyone was gone except for Jeremiah he was sleeping with his head down. Holding his necklace in his hands it was black red pieces in between them
He had drool strains on his shirt
He was barely sleeping nowadays pastor sat down next to him he ask "your Charles son? And darling Williams son I remember you when you was so young"
He said yeah
He said then you stop coming with your mother
"I was too bad for here !"Jeremiah responded.
Oh boy those were good days Charles always in the mood to talk someone ear off ... all night we laugh for hours
He smiled no telling the old man his darkest secret
"I haven't been sleeping well lately"

Sometimes your body knows what
you need sometimes in your darkest moments you know what your mind calling you whether is grieving or you having hate or weight of greed of the world on your shoulders sometimes it's come out as nightmares and that be time you need to pray more because the darkness within you can consume you."
Yeah he said it's been about my mother she been haunting me since she passed away
Oh he said darling
Darling like family she always had a special gift she never told anybody about it but she always told me she good at having dreams of knowing when someone did wrong and she always try to do right or tell them what they doing wrong
He thought pastor was crazy but he listening to his foolish maybe it could help him he sat long enough so far for past years or so coming here... she had this gift like psychi gift of having dreams he went one day she told a lady to watch her sodium levels or she might get heart attack she told her she had a dream of her going to doctors but eating against her diet well she faint right over there on the stand well chord was going she had a heart attack and we had call ambulance to get her out of hospital
Ever since then she was having doubts about coming back she hasn't you can hear rumors of her trying to warn others they refuse to listen but I listen to her she was doll of full of life
Thanks pastor thanks for sharing that
He wished she dream about the type of men that came in her life took her away from him he was so young when he was 8
When did she passed
When I was 8 he didn't feel like speaking so he got up pastor I be back next Sunday I just want to get up and rest
He nodded and wished him well and say darkness can only turn into the light if you surround yourself with the right folks