𝕋𝕒𝕣𝕘𝕖𝕥

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠?

Hi im sorry I took so long I just had a lot of family problems and first day of school was something special. But I'm back I will start posting a new chapter each Sunday.but please have patience with me as I also have school and I've enrolled in a writing class so my writing will improve over the chapters.also I changed the font of the letters as it became hard to write with them.ENJOY!!

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ℙ𝕠𝕧:𝕍𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖
Man I never thought I would ever be this bold. As I opened the backyard gate I think to myself how I could have had a dream about this girl and now I know her name and I've had a whole conversation with. And yes you heard right I did have a dream about her I know it been a week since the store incident. I did have a dream about her and man it wasn't normal because I remember it like the back of my hand like literally. I usually don't remember my dreams but I did with this one. And yeah I am wearing a suit but its not that bad right?

(I would think this is what she would be wearing)

Yeah yeah I'm showing a bit of stomach and chest but I haven't even told one that well um I'm gay the only person that knows is my brother and Elizabeth and thats it. Well I'm not ready yet to tell anyone else. And maybe the street dog that always comes around our house but over all no ONE ELSE. Not even my so called best friend Chloe well maybe she does but I haven't told her personal. And man Gisel is so pretty and her name reminds me of a princess called Gisel.
She is just as beautiful as the princess maybe even more. I just hope I didn't make a bad impression on her or anyone at the party. Mostly because people know me as a beautiful blonde girl that almost and always wore pastel colored clothes.

But that was never me I hated wearing those clothes and now I'm wearing a jet black boy cut hair with a suit I've worn one before but it was pink. To be honest it's more comfortable than a dress. As me and Gisel are waiting for my ride which is Elizabeth. We hear someone come through the back yard gate to see Alex.

"Guys where have you guys been I've been looking for you everywhere?" Alex tells us as he comes towards us closing the gate and sitting next to us on the side walk.

"Oh sorry Alex we didn't tell you we were um..." Gisel says but then looks at me if she should tell him where we were going. I just nod at her letting her continue.

"...we were going to eat something else since the line hear for food is so long." She continues as Alex sits next to her on the side walk.

"Then why are you still here?" Alex replies he looks at us with a raised eyebrow.

"We are waiting for my driver to pick us up I just texted her she's coming tho" I responded I just don't understand what's taking so long tho she's usually fast.

"Oh can I come with! Well if it doesn't bother you guys?" Alex responds telling me and to be honest I don't want him there because you can clearly see he is interested in Gisel like he has been eyeing her down she might not see it but I do mostly because last year people would do the same to me.

Gisel looks at me for an answer and I just melt in her chocolate eyes there so pretty. But then she grabs my arm "do you want him to come?" She whispers to me "well only if you do he's your friend?" I respond trying not to shiver as she holds my arm. "I just meet him today its not that big of a deal" she responded I just look at her as she still holds my arm I just don't want him to come but I don't want to be rude.

I look back at Alex that had moved when Gisel was talking to me "you can come just bring your own money I'm not paying for your food" He just looks at me and I just get up trying not to look unhappy which I am.

"Oh ok yeah yeah I'm bringing my own money" he responds getting up. I just lean against the fence that was behind us. Gisel gets up and walks over to me and just pats my shoulder and sits down on the grass next to me.

Then I feel my phone vibrate. I see Elizabeth is calling me and I immediately answered I'm worried about her she usually really fast at responding. I answer the phone and move away from leaning on the fence. "Hay are you OK you didn't reply fast!?" I try to stay calm but I couldn't. "Yes I'm fine miss rose I mean Valerie I'm fine just had a nap I'm on my way right now just stay put I'll be there in 5" she doesn't sound OK but I'm going to wait for her to get here to see if she is. "OK I'm still at the same place I have two people that want to come with me is that OK?" I'm so stupid I didn't even ask her before hand if I could. "Yes its fine I'll be there OK don't worry when you see me OK I'm fine"

Now she has me worried what dose she mean don't worry when you see me?! "Elizabeth what's going on you don't sound OK! Are you OK?" I'm screaming at my phone at this point I'm scared she's hurt not only because I care about her but she's the only adult that cares for me. "I'm OK Valerie OK? Just promise you won't freak out?" I swear if she comes hurt or worse I'm going to kill someone. "Fine but don't expect me not to be mad?"

I feel someone touch my shoulder and I turn around to see Gisel I calm down a bit and just respond. "OK I promise just please don't lie to me?" At this point I'm scared of how she will look like something about Elizabeth is she's 37 and is married and has two kids but her so called husband is an abusive bitch. I've seen her hurt multiple times and we have a safe word which will mean if she's OK or not. "OK moth OK?" And thats our safe word she hangs up and I just get so mad and kick the fence. The word Moth means she's hurt that HE did something. When she says butterflie it means she's OK and she's not. I shouldn't have come to the birthday party.

"Wow was that your girlfriend there or something why did you get so mad?" Oh this stupid Alex shoving his nose in people's busines. "No she's my ride and I need to make sure she OK idiot?!" I'm starting to walk towards him and pointing my finger at him. "How about you mind your own good damn busines!"

As I'm about 4 inches away from him I feel someone grab my arm. I turn around and see Gisel. I look at her and she intimidatedly hugs me I hug her back. Feeling all my emotions shatter. "Its OK Valarie she's going to be OK she just needs your support" she tells me while hugging me. "How do you know why I'm mad?" I say pulling away from her confused. "Let's just say I new someone like that and I could tell."

"Oh well thanks" I'm a bit surprised she new I guess this girl is full of surprises. I just back away from Alex and sit on the side walk trying to calm down and wait for what I'm about to see. Gisel sits next to me and just stays there as Alex just leans against a pole. "Its all she needs is support and its fine if you don't want us here?" Gisel says I just sake my head "no its fine stay I don't want to say or do anything stupid and I need someone right now if thats OK with you?" I reply in these moments I'm scared of what happened but more of what I will do. "I'll be here ok." I'm pretty much glad that I meat Gisel she's so nice and caring at first I liked her for her looks but I'm starting to like her for even more reasons. "Thanks" I reply just sitting there waiting on Elizabeth to get here.