Give It A Chance

Butterflies

Yashna
Now we all are doing Dinner together, even bhai's friend also except for One The Aman Mehra, god knows where he is but why am I thinking about him.
Everything is of my liking, I can't decide from where to start.
What happened yashu Bhai asked, Khana apke pasand ka nahi bana kya?
No bahii nothing like that, every dish on this table is my favourite, that's why I can't decide what to eat first.
Everyone starts laughing and I feel kind of embarassed, you are too much Yashu.
Maa make a plate for me
Ye lo maharani yha se shuru kro maa said laughing
So I do as maa suggested after eating everything I'm to lasy to get up, so I sit here some more minutes after some time I started walking out of the hotel there's a small market near by, so I decided to take a look at it.
There's many people more than I thought, there's some stalls for jewellery, clothes, bangles almost everything and there's also every type of food to.
I almost make a stop at every stall, I stop at bangle shop and suddenly I heard someone, I never thought I recognised his voice in crowd.
I looked at him,
What are you doing here I asked
I saw you here so I just come here
Ohh I said
And where are you all day I asked
His eyes sparkles
Why? Do you missed me? He asked
No I said firmly
His eyes saddened
His eyes truly speaks alot..he don't have to say much his eyes tell..
I mean yes I want to give you something back
He doesn't say anything
So I took the box out of my purse and give it to him.
What?? He asked
I can't accept this, this is too expensive.
But I bought this is for you..
Thankyou for that but I cannot..
Okay, you can throw it away I don't need it.
What?
You heard me he said
I just said this is expensive and you told me to throw it away.
Yes
If you don't want it, this is waste for me.
But..
No he cut me
You can also buy me something
I thought about it
Okay I said
He nod
But I can't afford to much okay
He laughs at my sentence, okay
So what do you want tell me
Umm, you choose
Bracelet??
You are totally want to pay me back, right?
No I just want us to be equal
Okay, I'm okay with anything you are okay with he said
I feel the cold and warm together I want to vomit, why this man make me feel sick..
What happened? He asked
Nothing I said
After stalling alottt.. we found something for him
He has a lathered brown bracelet with his Initial and a weird sign I don't know what is it.
This bracelet is nowhere near what you bought for me I said almost pouting
Okay now feed me something I'm hungry he said
And treats on you he said showing attitude
Okay I said
We reached a near by restaurant actually a boat on which they feed us.
So we have our dinner, he have dinner I had only dessert.
When he said he is hungry he is really serious about that.
After paying bill we start walking and I see a Golgappa stall
I love Golgappe I mean who not? right??
Bhaiya started giving us Golgappe
Bhaiya give him first and he offers me, what he wants to fed me with his hand. I mean what the real fuck???
The urge to vomit is now more than ever..
I don't know how to react if I refuse this is going to be very awkward and if I eat it this is going to be more awkward..
Fuck it, I eat it
His fingers touches my lips the sensation is overwhelming I feel my body on heat..
After this friendly outing we reached hotel.
Bhai and bhabi is sitting out there having there romantic time.
I don't want to disturb them so I quietly go straight to my room..

I open my phone and message my friends..
Yashna: Hi guys
Mohini: Hii
Swati: Hlo bitch
Priya: what's up
Yashna: Listen! I want to ask something
Swati: fuck man this is never end well.
Yashna: Shut up yaar
Priya: okay Bta kya hua
Mohini: Yes
Yashna: I have this weird feeling of anxiety all the time, suddenly I feel this urge to vomit I feel cold and warm together. I don't understand what is it..
Mohini: lol
Priya: You are so dumb
Yashna: yaar tum bht bure ho sab, Bye I'm not telling you anything.
Swati: Guys stopt it, Yashna tell us when you feel this, whom you are talking to or thinking about..
Yashna: How they connected with each other..
Priya: Because what you are feeling, this is called butterfly.
Mohini: You are feeling butterfly for someone, now tell us who is that guy.
Yashna: Nonsense
Swati: They are right, just tell us already who is he?
Yashna: Gudnight!!
I keep my mobile side, they are talking nonsense, they just make fun of me.
Nothing is like that, they are idiots..
I try to sleep but I can't oh god, those fuckers just trying to fuck with me and they are successful in their mission.
Why would I feel butterfly for my brother's bestfriend.
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What are you doing?
What am I doing love?
You are in my room, and you are being innocent now?
I didn't come here by myself, you want me here, so here am I
Tell me what do you want me to do now
I'm here now
You are making me sick, you are not good for me
He laughs really baby?
Stop calling me that I said irritated
What baby?
You know what?
No I don't, tell me he said
Baby don't say baby love or anything to me
Why? Because you like it no infact you love it..
Stop
He starts walking towards me,
He sits on my med I feel him very close to me
He touch my hand, he intertwined our hands.
He put his other hand on my cheek, I lean in his touch..
I kissed his hands he growled don't do this, we can't do this..
Why?  I asked... I close the distance between us and kissed him he is too stunned to react I sucked his lower lip and he stared kissing me too we both fight for dominance.
I bite his lower lip he laughs in the kiss..
His hands starts wandering here and there he grabbed my neck and started kissing my neck..
I heard something like someone knocked door
I again heard something and then I woke up..
Is that? Am I? No fuck
I'm fucking seeing sex dream.
I rush to the door
Maa is standing in front of my room
What?
How much sleep do you need?
See what time is it?
12:00 P.M.
Maa don't overreact
Maa give me a look
Get ready in 10
Okay I said
I shut the door and fuck fuck fuck!!
What am I thinking,
You are such a looser Yashnaa..