Give It A Chance

Heartbreak

Yashna
It's almost been two years...Aman is all I need, he is enough for me..we are happy together..
He really help me out with everything.. I have completed my degree and I can stand against my brother and mother.. who didn't see me as their family..
So yeah if he is not there for me.. I don't think I can do this all by myself...
I'm very much reliable on him..
I have countable people in my life.. only two friends and Aman
Two because Swati cut off us totally.. and she transferred to another college in Shimla too..

Mujhe Smjh ni aaya Kyun usne Esa Kiya suddenly but.. I did try to contact her.. but she changed her number and everything..
So now Priya and mohini are my only friends..
we decided to celebrate,Because from Monday my internship will be start and Priya is also returning to her hometown..
So this is our last weekend together, we plan a trip to Shimla...
Aman, me, Priya and her boyfriend shantanu and mohini.. she is single because his boyfriend cheated on her..So yeah we five...
Aman invited his friend Sameer and I still don't like him..
But I avoided it because Aman and Sameer are good friends...
We all are ready to go..
Aman,me and Sameer are one car and others are in another..
I don't know when, but I fall asleep.. when I open my eyes it's already midnight, because we leave late.. Aman Has one surgery to attend..
When I open my eyes there's a small blanket on my body, I already know who put that on me..
So I smiled.. So you are awake he said...
Yes I replied smiling..
Do you want to take a break I said.. no he said
But you are driving for so long... I'm okay baby he said..but he sound tired..
He put his hand on my thighs.. I'm okay he said again....I take his hand and kissed the back of his hand...
I Love you I said.. he sees me and then again at road and again me i love you more he finally replied... I kissed his hand again and interwined our hand together...
Then he take our joining hand to his mouth and kissed my hand...
We reached at a hotel..
We stay here tonight and continue in morning he said
I smiled and no...
We checked in
Boys in one room and girls in one..
We all are tired so we sleep and in the morning we continue..
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Next day at evening we reached shimla.. it's already winter so it's fucking beautiful here..
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Everything was going great until Today.
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We met Swati by chance.. And she joined us, we all come to our hotel and start playing drinking and after thing..
Swati suggested we should play truth and dare..
We all are agreed to that
So we all sit in a circle and Swati spins the bottle.. First came at Priya she choose dare...
Swati make her drink whole bottle of beer in one go.
After that mohini and Priya make her dance on chikni chameli..
Mohini spins the bottle and now my boy is stuck..
Truth or dare? Mohini asked.
Dare Aman said..
Show us your move than.. she said
Aman smirked and start dancing.. but he dances like a pole dancer..which turns me on.
He looks hot...ugh when this game is over..I want  him all by myself..
Muh to band kro Uncle Priya said to me..
And I realised I'm literally drooling over him..This is so embarassing..
Aman smirked at me..okay he said..and spins the bottle..
Bottle stops at Sameer..okay bhaii Truth or dare?
Sameer said truth.. so tell me who is she Aman asked
Sameer look bewildered what.?
Come on I know there's some girl you want, but I don't her..so tell me who is she..
There's no one Sameer said.. don't lie Aman said
I'll tell you very soon Sameer said
Aman just nod and Sameer take bottle he spins.. bottle points at Swati
Truth or dare Sameer asked.. dare she said.
Kiss Aman he said..
What? I asked I speak faster than I thought..
Come on it's just a game he said to me
I stared at him blankly.. I don't understand this..
It's fucking not I said sternly..
I am not playing this shit..I said and stands up..
Aman stands up to..
(Bhaii Teri bandi to majak bhi nahi samjhti Sameer said to Aman)
Brother your girlfriend cannot even take the joke..
What's your problem I asked him..
What happened Yashna Aman asked me..
This your fucking friend, he is my problem.. I can't even stand him..
Yashna stop Aman said to me..
Why? He is more important to you than me..I said
What? No he said
No one's more important than you.. let's go to our room.. he said
I'm mad at him, because don't he see, that bastard friend of his trying to separate us.
I didn't say anything and leave for our room he comes after me, he try to stop me but I didn't stop..
We reached our room and I'm so angry I thought to take a shower first so I go straight in washroom and take a shower.
When I come back he is waiting for me and he is already smoking which angers me more..
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He didn't speak to me, nor did I.
Everyone plan to go to club, we accompany them..but we are still not talking..
I stay with mohini and Priya mostly and the boys stay together..
We reached club, and this place is very much loud..
We sit at a table and order drinks for ourselves,
Obviously he is trying to make me more angry, he ordered drink after drink..
After an hour what a actually feels like an eternity Swati break silence and said Sameer did Aman ever told Yashna the truth
The truth?? I asked
Aman clench his jaw so tight it might break his teeth..
Swati shut up Aman said
What truth I asked again
Nothing Aman said
Baby come he said offer his hand to me
Which I refused...
Priya and mohini take me to the dance floor, we are dancing and Swati join us too..
Swati order 4 shot of vodka we all drink that... After some time we all drunk too..
At last we start dancing with evryone and some strangers join us too...
I can feel his gaze but I ignore, I don't know what happened to me I feel dizziness..
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I don't remember anything, but I know this is not true I know that much..
I'm in a room, there's no one..I recall some things I was brought here by someone, than some guy forcing himself on me, I didn't remember after that..Fuck fuck...
Where's everyone, where is Aman?
I run from here,I book a cab to our hotel.
And I try to find Aman..I run to my room..
He is here.. he is asleep..
I lay down there with him..I fall asleep..
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Yashna..yashna..baby.. I know who is he.. I can recognise this voice in my dreams.
I open my eyes he is looking at me..he smiles at me.. I smile back..
Good morning sweetheart he said
I hold him closely and rest my face on his chest.. I missed him..he put his hand on my waist and the other one on my head..
We lie there like this almost 10 mins..
What's the matter he asked
Nothing I said..
He kissed the side of my head...
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I never knew this is last time we kissed, or the last time he hold me.. or I hold him this close this is the last time..
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Please don't leave me I said
You are a pathetic human being yashna..I loved you so much and you did this to me.. I will never forgive you..
No they are lying I didn't do anything...
I cried and cried.. untill I can't...