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Yashna
I'm ready but I feel something is missing, but I don't think of anything.

I'm already late ceremony is already started,Maa calls me like millions of time, and bhaii too, there's an unexpected text tooUnknown: Come on naa, I'm waiting

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I'm already late ceremony is already started,
Maa calls me like millions of time, and bhaii too, there's an unexpected text too
Unknown: Come on naa, I'm waiting..
Unknown: Intezar Mai mar hi naa jau Mai apke...
I know who is this so I saved his number as My Idiot with a heart emoji...
I'm ready to go.. when my phone vibrates again with another text..
My Idiot: imtehaan ho gyi intezar ki, Aayi na kuch khabar mere Yaar ki,
Ye Hume hai yakeen bewafa vo nahi... fir wajah kya Hui intezar ki??
I smile just seeing his messages he is too cute..
I Locked my room and start walking to the Mandap..
Bhai and bhabhi performing some Pooja Pandit ji guide them, maa and Aunty uncle sit beside Bhai and bhabi..
Maa sees me and shake his head disappointing I mouthed sorry..
And they continue with rituals..
I start founding the only pair of eyes I really want to see right now..
But he is nowhere to be found.. I text him
Yashna: where are you!!
No reply I wait five minutes
Yashna:: Hello there!
It has been 30 minutes but he is still not replying..
I started getting worried.. so I called him
After four ring he picked up
My Idiot:  Hello
Yashna: Where are you?
My Idiot: I am sending you the location, come fast..
Yashna: No, I can't
My Idiot: why??
Yashna: Because, my bhaii is getting married and I can't leave the ceremony just like that..
My Idiot: okay!
Yashna: Okay?? Come here..
My Idiot: No you carry on.
Yashna: seriously??
I waited 20 minutes he doesn't reply
Yashna: Aman??
I waited 10 minutes more
I called him, he doesn't pick..
I called him like 20 times but he doesn't pick not even once..
The wedding is done..
Bhai and bhabhi seek everyone's blessings, everyone congratulate them..
We take photos , then we eat, we chat
And then Bhai and bhabhi goes to their room, and maa is also tired, so she also go to sleep..
I sit there some time alone... Waiting for him to show up, he is such a baby!
Hey sahil said
Oh Hii, didn't see you there I said
Because, you are lost on your thoughts he said
Boyfriend issue? He asked
Ohh, No no just tired..
Hmm, they make a good couple he said
Totally agree I said
They really are..
So what you do now he asked
Umm, first I go back to hostel.. same boring lectures I laugh
He laugh too I can understand he said.
Hey, why don't we catch up some time, I mean your campus is not soo far from mine he said..
Yeah I heard bhabi telling me about this..
We can do that.. I said
I heard something, like someone throw something
I looked everywhere but I didn't see anything so I big goodnight to sahil and start walking to my room.
Someone grab my waist and pin me to wall.. I'm scared I try to scream but that person put his hand on my mouth I bite his hand..
You sure know how to bite he said in his husky voice..
I take a breath of relief when I recognised him..
What are you doing?? I asked
He take his hand to his mouth and kiss the exact spot where I bite him..
Imissedyou... But you clearly don't miss me neither give a fuck about me missing you..
He seems different..Are you drunk I asked
No he said
So you can lie too..
He doesn't reply..
I removed his hand from my waist okay you have too much fun, now go to your room and sleep..I said
And start walking..I didn't want to stay with him when he is drunk..
He grabs my hand and pin it above my head..
What are you doing I asked again..
I want to take you right now..
No I said.. like I said already you are drunk
We speak tomorrow now go I said, trying to free my hand from his hold
So you are fucking him? He said
I furrowed my brows in confusion and irritation...
You lost your mind I said, now I'm more sure you are not in your senses right now.
So he is fucking you better then me, is he very good you have fun??
I didn't think much I slap him hard.. you are disgusting.. I hate you I said
I want to cry I run away from him..
I cry and cry and cry..I cry all night I don't know when I sleep...
But I woke up at 11 I know that much..
Today I am going back to hostel..I leave at 12 flight is at 3:00PM.
Maa is being emotional I don't know why?
Maa I'm getting late..
I didn't see him after night.. it's not like I want to see him..
Byee I tell everyone
I sit in the backseat.. I'm still feeling sleepy.. so I dozed off again...
I'm sorry I heard... I jerked my eyes open..
Stop the car I said
I'm srry Yashna please I'm so sorry he said..
See I don't want your apologies, or anything..
Whatever we had that's over now.. so just leave me alone..
You were always a asshole, I think these days as a dream and forget about them..
Just leave me alone and we are done..I notice he has some wounds on his hand, but I didn't say anything...
You didn't mean that he said
I know you are angry and I'm not justifying but I'm jealous angry and drunk I'm sorry about whatever I said..
Not whatever, you literally called me whore..
And you think I fuck every boy I came across..
He closed his eyes..just please I said I'm sorry don't say these things..
We reach airport
I take my flight and land in Delhi, I take taxi to hostel..
Everyone is waiting for me, they hugged me together...
Guys I missed you too..
But can you stop torturing me with your hugs...I said
You are so rude Yashna Mohini said..
Okay we are going college, you take rest, see you Swati said
Yeah okay..
I try to sleep, but I missed him and I'm worried too, I know I shouldn't... But I'm a looser anyway..
I can't sleep so I start doing my pending assignments...
Around 4:00PM, my friends are back
Swati Aand I are roommate too and mohini and Priya are roommates.
Around 6:00PM we go out for some  refreshment, after we come back they start bickering at each other..
I have so Many pending assignments and lessons, so start doing those
Tomorrow I'll attend class.
After 2 or 3 I'm not sure, I go to bed and decided to take some sleep for 4 to 5 hour..

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