Gone mad

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by Prettyyellows

by Prettyyellows

I keep the letters that I wrote to you in a secret place
The moments passed me by
Just like any other time

I played it out again today
With a friend of mine
Maybe because I was scared of standing alone when I already had her by side

I will keep on apologizing
Because that's the only thing that I am good at when it comes to us

I know that's pathetic
Am pathetic
The whole situation is pathetic

I feel bitter
For having to offer you my apologies when I don't even know

If I ever really cross your mind or occupy your thoughts like an old song

I know i have gone insane
Am pacing like mad madam
I don't know if you can see the chaos within my eyes

Well, how would you know
If you can't even dare look at me
Am I disgusting to you
I doubt
Okay, but please stop making me doubt

I wonder how you perceive me really
Goodness, I have really gone mad

July.R