Chapter 1

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*Authors note*

This chapter contains rape and abuse. Skip if you need to.

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Here I am lying on the floor of my current foster home getting kicked in the back by my foster father. His name is Jim and he hates me. He makes me do all these different chores around the house and I can't stand it anymore. I stared acting out and coming back to the house late to show him I didn't care anymore. This just made me get beat even more than he used to.

"Okay get up you worthless piece of shit" Jim says taking his foot away form me

I get up and run up the stairs into my room. I lock the door behind me and go straight into my nightstand. I grab my blade and roll up my sleeves. I place the blade to my arm and make a bunch of cuts. I then go to my other arm and make a lot more. I place the blade back into my nightstand and just breathe heavily.

I walk over to the mirror that's in my room and look at myself. My stomach and back are very bruised. I slide my sweatpants up revealing the brushes on my thighs. I need to get out of here or I might kill myself. I go into my closet and pack the few clothes that I have. I grab my flip phone that doesn't even have any number in it and throw it into my bag. I then grab my blade and the few packs of cigarettes that I stole from Jim's bedroom. I unlock my door and go downstairs.

Once I reach the front door I feel his hands rap around my hair and pull me to the ground. I'm on the ground looking up at him with tears in my eyes. He takes my hand and starts dragging me on the floor making me loose grip of my bag. He then picks me up and slams me against the couch. He holds my hands down while he undoes his pants.

I watch as he starts pulling down his pants and boxers revealing himself. I start crying and yelling for him to stop but he doesn't. He pulls down my sweatpants and my underwear making me exposed. I start kicking him trying to make him stop but he slaps me.

"STOP DISOBEYING ME" Jim yells at me

I stop because I know that if I don't he will really hurt me this time. I lay there closing my eyes as I feel Jim put himself in me. I just lay there crying to myself as he rapes for for what feels like forever. He finally finishes and gets off of me. I open my eyes to see him walking up the stairs to his bedroom. I get up of the couch and put my bottoms back on. I grab my bag that was left by the front door and run out.

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