One Directions Foster Kid

Chapter 10

WARNING RAPE

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"No love don't say that. I know you don't want to" Zayn says holding me

"I want to Z. I don't know how else to live. Liam took my cigarettes away form me and you took my blade" I say 

"It'll be okay. We can all help you" Zayn says

"I don't know if I want help" I say pulling away form him

I run past him and down the stairs. I run out the front door leaving it open behind me and run down the street. I used to like running so I can run for a while. I run until I find an alleyway in the nearby town. I lean up against the wall catching my breath while feeling the tears run down my face.

I wipe the tears away but they just keep falling when I feel someone grab me. I turn to look at them but I don't know who it is. They push me up against the wall and start touching me. I try to get away but another guy comes and pushes me to the floor. I'm held down by two men that are wearing face masks.

The first guy grabs onto my pants and pulls them down to my ankles. He starts pulling down my underwear and starts doing things to me. I just give up at this point and lay there while tears are streaming down my face. Once they are done they punch and kick me a few times.

"This is for your dad you slut" One of them says as they walk away

How did Jim find where I was. Was he making these guys follow me all this time. Was he waiting to see if I would be alone. I just try and clear these thoughts out of my mind and pull my bottoms back up. I feel around on the floor through my tears to find something sharp.

I end up finding a piece of glass and placing it to my arm. I don't care if anyone sees me at this point. I make a bunch of cuts and then drop the glass onto the floor. I get up and roll down my sleeve heading back towards the boys house. 

On the way back to the house I see people on the street that are looking at me weirdly. I look down at myself and see blood on my pants. Shit did the men make me bleed through my sweatpants. I try and pull down my shirt covering it but it's no use a this point. People have already seen everything. 

I finally make it back to the boys house and walk through the door. I stand there looking at them. Liam and Louis are pacing. Liam looks mad but Louis doesn't. Zayn and Niall are talking and look a little concerned while Harry is trying to get Louis to sit down and just breath. They don't notice me at first but when they do it goes south.