Roll (Sean/White) - Doctor White

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Author's note: Part 76/??

The gang was discussing the plan, but White couldn't focus. Even though he agreed to be bait, his mind refused to cooperate. He perceived the words being said, but the context was missing. The sudden wave of fear grabbed his lungs, squeezing the air out of them. White struggled to breathe, and the panic rose in him. The hand tapped his cheek, trying to snap him out of the whirlwind of fear.

"White! White!" Black's voice overpowered the ringing in his ears. 

"Breath with me." His brother grabbed his arm and forced it on his body. White closed his eyes, letting the rising and falling of Black's chest guide him back to calmness. 

"You are okay...

 Breath....

 You are doing great... 

I love you..." Sean's constant whispering helped a lot too. White never felt such an overwhelming love being shown to him. The tears rolled down his cheeks when he finally snapped his eyes open, calm enough to face the gang. Scanning the worried faces of Gumpa, Yok, Gram and Dan made him sob even more.

"I am sorry." White hiccuped. 

"You don't have to apologize." Gumpa shook his head.

"It must be hard for you." Gram agreed. 

"We don't have to go through it, White," Dan assured him. White immediately shook his head.

"No, I want to help. It just... I..." He couldn't find the right words. The sudden kiss on his temple from Sean encouraged him to continue. 

"I suddenly felt scared and it was too much for me," White whispered. 

"I know it could be scary. But don't worry, we are here for you." Dan smiled at him. 

"Thank you." White smiled back. He straightened his back, leaning away from his twin and boyfriend. He whipped the tears from his face. 

"Can we go through the plan again?" He asked, determined to focus this time and not let fear consume him. 

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