There's an upcoming science test tomorrow, and I've been studying. Or at least I'm trying to. For the past hour the only thing that's been on my mind is Semi and his stupid fluffy hair. The way he lights up on stage rivalling a supernova. His kind and helpful attitude to everyone. His charming and perfect smile. The fact everything about him was just perfect.
Fuck.. I need to focus on this test. Come on Shirabu study!!! I slap my cheeks in an attempt to focus. It works... for a few minutes before he starts invading my mind again. I sigh as I realise how long the night will be.
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Ugh. I sigh as I think back to him. Honestly, why couldn't he just have a girlfriend. I would rather suffer a heartbreak than to be stuck in this limbo that is pining. I look over to where him and the other 3rd years are. He's smiling and laughing. He looks ethereal. I am in too deep...
I start eating lunch trying to keep myself level headed. Well there are loads of beautiful girls around him. Im sure he's dating one of them. I look over to a table near Semi onto a girl with long black and pale skin. Soyo Suzuki. She and Semi were in the same music class from middle school till now. She was the current student council president. She was smart, popular, and she has the same interest as Semi. She's also in the same year as Semi so they have lots of chances to talk to each other. She's the perfect girlfriend for Semi. I couldn't imagine anyone else besides her for him.
I finish eating and I start heading back to the classroom to start studying again. I look back again at Semi's table. Please get a girlfriend or boyfriend soon Semi.. I can't handle these stupid delusions
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I was walking back with Taichi to the dorms after school.
"Come on Ken, who is your crush???" Taichi asks from beside me. "I'm your best friend!!" He whines from beside me.
"No." I rolled my eyes, annoyed.
"Hmm is it Himeko-san?" He asks.
"No." I reply back.
"Mei?" He asks again as I reply with a no.
Taichi furrows his eyebrow as he starts listing girls names. I tune him out after the 6th girl and I notice Semi in the music club.
"Huh, it seems like the music club is practicing.." Taichi murmurs from beside me.
Inside is Semi, his band mates, others students, and Soyo. It's instrumentals until Soyo started singing with Semi as a duet. Together they sounded like a perfect harmony, only proving more how they deserve each other. Both meant to be in the spotlight, perfect for each other. While I'm only in the audience, spectating, invisible to those on stage.
