random frerard fanfiction :)

Gerard's perspective.

God, I can't believe I'm in college now. I already hate this place. It reeks of old hags, dish soap, and shit. But, as I was walking in the hallway to my dorm, there was this cute guy with short black hair and really pretty eyes. I wonder what dorm he got. "23C, floor B." A piece of paper read, that some lady gave to me. Guess that's my dorm then. I start heading to my dorm, when I see the cute guy from earlier walking in the same direction as me. I wonder if he's sharing a dorm with me? I softly smile at him. He smiles back. Holy fuck, his smile is gorgeous..

I'm finally at my dorm, when I see him. HIM. Oh my god, this is happening. "O-oh, Hey." I say to him, walking in with my stuff. "Sup. I'm Frank." He says before continuing "Nice to meet ya'.." He finishes. "I'm Gerard. N-nice to meet you too" I say, trying to hide how fucking nervous I am. I finish getting settled in and flop onto the other bed. "You good, dude?" He asked, seeing how exhausted I was. "Yeah, just tired as shit.." I say, my voice muffled due to the fact that my face was buried into my pillow. "Get used to it. Or..at least try to." He says, slowly turning onto his side. I smile at his comment. "I'm probably gonna just sleep for a while, so don't be too annoying while I do so" I say, grabbing a blanket and pulling it over me "Alright. I'll probably fall asleep eventually, but I'll make sure nothing happens to you while I'm up." He says, sitting up slowly. I smile to myself at his... protectiveness? Whatever. I drift off to sleep, Frank being the main thing on my mind the whole time. A few hours later, I wake up, the sun beginning to set. "Well hello there, sleeping beauty." Frank greets me, his tone teasing. "The fuck did you just say..?" I tease back sleepily. "You heard me." He says, looking directly at me. Fuck, his eyes are...beautiful. I stand up, going to make coffee and change clothes. "You look tired, let me handle that for you. You go fully wake up." He says softly, and almost... lovingly? What's going on..? "Alright." I say, smiling and walking away. I wonder why he keeps using these different tones with me. Teasing, protective, loving... Is he trying to hint at something? Whatever, I'm just... delusional. I get dressed and walk out, picking up the coffee, and noticing it's..the exact way I like it...what? "How'd you know I like it like this?" I ask, slightly confused. "I don't know, you look like you like your coffee like that." He answers softly. "Thanks for making it though.." I say, taking a sip of it. "No worries."  He says, smiling. But his tone..It's like...I can't describe it! What the fuck is going on..! I ignore it and continue to drink my coffee, feeling it energize me and awaken me by the sip. "Where's your shirt?" He asks, looking at the fact that I'm just in shorts. "Oh, I didn't feel like putting one on." I answer, blushing softly. "Well I don't mind. You look cute without one on." He teases before continuing "Wouldn't mind if you took the rest off either.." What is he trying to tell me?! "Calm down, I'm joking.." He says, flicking my forehead. My heart shatters as he says he's joking. Of course, I didn't wanna take my clothes off in front of him, but the fact that the compliment was a joke kind of... hurt.

As months go on, Gerard and Frank become closer and Gerard's feelings get more intense.

Frank walks into the dorm, and sits on my bed. Not his? His eyes are tear filled. "Hey, what's wrong?" I ask, my concern piqued. "Just... having an emotional day.." He answers, sounding on the verge of a mental breakdown. "You can break down on me if you need. I-I don't mind.." I say softly, making sure he's okay. He doesn't answer, but he throws his arms around me, and buries his face in my shoulder as his tears fall. I rub his back softly, comforting him to the best of my abilities. "I-Im sorry.." He cries out. "It's okay. I'll be here whenever you need me." I say quietly. "Even when I'm a mess..?" He asks, looking up at me, his eyes red from crying. I feel so bad. "Yes, even when you're a mess..." I say. His tears subside as he finally speaks up. "Thank you..I'm lucky to have a friend like you.." He says, smiling softly. My heart shatters. Tears fill my eyes, making my vision blurry as I smile and nod slowly. "Hey, are you okay?" He asks, seeing the pain in my eyes. "Y-Yeah, I'm fine.." I say, holding back tears and unspoken feelings. "No, you aren't. Please tell me, I hate seeing you like this.." He says, stepping closer to me. "I-Its just...I.." I stutter and stumble, trying to find the words. I finally gain so much strength to confess, it's painful "I..I love you okay..!?" I lash out at him in emotion. "I'm sorry! I had to tell you eventually, and hearing you call me a friend, just...killed something in me..!" I cry out. "Oh fuck..." Frank mumbles. "Say whatever else you need to, because I'm heading out for a while now." I say, still crying "L-Listen! I care about you a lot, b-but I don't think I can feel the same.." Frank says, trying to stop me from leaving. I say nothing and walk out. I go to take a walk, trying to compose myself. I hear my phone ring, and see it's Frank. I hesitantly answer and manage to get a weak "What.." Out. "Let me explain, please.." Frank cries. "I lied, okay?.. I love you. A lot. I said I didn't because I was trying to take in the fact that you feel the same. I'm sorry..!" I freeze in shock and run back to the dorm, opening the door and throwing my arms around him in a tight hug. I cry into his shoulder. "It's okay baby... I've got you.." Frank whispers. My tears subside as I look up at him. He kisses me softly, making sure I'm okay. "Come on, let's just..get some sleep." Frank says. I nod as he puts me down on his bed. He pulls me close, his arms around my waist as we both drift off to sleep together contently.