Stay With Me

why did I become a counselor, twenty four

Once the trip was over Sophie basically sat in her office all day. She wrote papers and documents and even did a tribunal all from her office. She thought that if she had to go to all of the meetings she wouldn't be able to help with her kids. Keefe said that he could do it. And Sophie knows he can but chaos can start just because you walked upstairs to put Emmy in her crib.
"Dex and Tam offered to come over to help me with the kids so you can go do counselor stuff," Keefe said one morning.
"And Biana can take care of twins and a two year old?" Sophie asked.
"Yeah once Dex was at his gadget store all day and Biana was fine." Keefe said.
"Ok thanks babe," Sophie said trying to be enthusiastic. In all honesty the kids were the only thing keeping her sane.
The next day was Fitz's memory break. Sophie didn't need a guide doing memory breaks so it was 'Solo Sophie.' Something she was used to being. All of the years not fitting in. Being super smart you would think it would make you praised but it just made Sophie, 'Solo Sophie' even with other elves she still had experiences that no. Of their elf would know. Being unmatchable, having to unlearn everything you know and not sounds like a human, having five abilities, and many many more. Keefe made 'Solo Sophie' into 'Team Foster-Keefe' sometimes but Keefe can't do stuff that is required of her.
The next day Sophie went to the tribunal hall in one of her fanciest red dresses and sat in her chair.
"Fitzroy Avery Vacker you were found trying to release Neverseen members, How do you plead?" Sophie said.
Fitz stayed quite like a mad man.
"If you don't plead it will cost you your sanity," Sophie said.
Fitz still stayed quiet.
Sophie went to Fitz's mind looking for evidence to prove that he didn't try to release members of the Neverseen. She knew he said horrible stuff and did horrible things but that wasn't the Fitz that she knew.
Then Fitz thought this ' You know since you don't fit in, you're not loved. You need to be matchable. You need to be normal. Have one ability. Don't  have weird brown eyes. Nobody loves you. They all pity you for being weird. Grady hates you?. Edaline just wants you to be Jolie. Keefe just wanted to feel the love that he never had. And your children don't get me started on your children. They all hate you. You made them suffer the consequences of a bad match and brown eyes and manifesting and having weird abilities. And having too many abilities. One loves you and you should just die.' Then Fitz's mind broke. It became chaos. Which way is up? Which way is down? No one knows. Sophie pulled out of that madness and into a bright room where she felt guilty for existing.
The guilt was going to overwhelm her. Everyone hates her. She shouldn't exist. And her becoming a mother. That was the worst thing to happen to her. Because now her kids will hold a grudge against her because they have to suffer so many horrible things. Soon everything went dark in Sophie and heard the thud of her hitting the floor.

Hahaha you have gotten a cliffhanger. I am so evil. I know I'm so so so. *Dodges rotten tomatoes* I'm sorry. I'll update you tomorrow. Love you all so so so so so so much. ❤️

Extra note, So this isn't really in my normal writing style. I don't know why it's just not. I don't know what made this chapter not be in my writing style.