Dib managed to shove his feelings on the back burner for now and when summer finally came, Dib decided to ask Zim a question but not the question. "Are you happy Zimmy?" Zim looked at Dib and thought about it "it's... Complicated... I'm happy when I'm with you but sometimes when I'm alone I... But when I remembered you're coming over soon it keeps me going, I like everything we've done together, even if it was boring" Zim explained, Dib blushed and smiled "that's good to hear... Hey how would you feel if I moved in next year?" He asked Zim looked surprised but excited "you want to live with Zim?" He asked "yeah, you'll never have to be alone again, I'll be there" Dib said and Zim smiled "Zim would like that" he said "really?" Dib asked, Zim nodded and Dib smiled and picked Zim up and hugged him, Zim squirmed at first before hugging back "I'm am sorry you get sad when I'm gone but you'll be happy all the time soon I promise" Dib said Zim relaxed in his arms "do you have to wait until next year?" Zim asked, he wanted Dib around all the time now "well um.. I dunno, I'd have to ask my dad if I can move sooner, I know I'm adult now but I still feel like I should get his permission" Dib explained "oh, okay" Zim said a little sadly, Dib hugged him tighter "how about we wait until summers over to ask?" Zim whined a little at this "but summer just started" he complained "it'll go fast I have a lot of plans for us" Dib said while pulling away, he was tempted to kiss Zim's forehead but he resisted "okay" Zim pouted a little and Dib smiled "you're cute" he blurted out "Zim is not cute" Zim argued "yes you are" Dib argued back "am not" "are too" "am not" "are two" "am not" "are too" they argued for a minute before chuckling "okay fine you're the ugliest alien ever~" Dib said jokingly, Zim gasped dramatically before tackling Dib "take it back!" He yelled and Dib chuckled while wrestling Zim "never!" He yelled back and they wrestled for a while before Dib managed to pin Zim down "awe poor little inferior alien, trapped by an superior human~" he teased "you forgot I have PAK legs" Zim responded smoothly, Dibs eyes widened as Zim got his PAK legs out and used them to shove Dib off him, then he used his PAK legs to pin Dibs legs down and his arms to pin Dibs arms down "who's inferior now~" Zim asked with a playfully smug look on his face while Dib was blushing darkly "u-uh me... I-i need to go to the bathroom now" he squirmed and Zim let him go but he was a bit confused as to why Dib let him win so easily and he watched him rush to the bathroom.
Once in the bathroom Dib locked the door, why did this have to happen now?! He glanced down at the tent forming in his pants, why did wrestling with Zim cause this, was Gaz right? Did he really want to do things with an alien? I mean Zim was cute, he wasn't unattractive, Dib thought about Zim showing off his birthmark and he bit his bottom lip, danmit. It made him panic a little though as it was the first time he realized he was really really attracted to Zim infact... If he really thought about it, other humans didn't really excite him like this "oh my god..." He said out loud and gripped his hair while trying not to panic too much. He took deep breaths and paced back and forth "I have to call Gaz" he said before getting his phone out and called her
Gaz answered her phone and sounded annoyed "what?"
"Gaz I think you were right about me being attracted to aliens" Dib said
"Ok?" Gaz sounded a little confused
"I don't know what to do Gaz, Zim doesn't know anything about this stuff, he might not even like me back, what if he thinks it's weird and never wants to talk to me again? I don't think I can tell him Gaz, I'm not sure if he'd understand" he got a bit upset while talking to her and he teared up a bit, he was scared
Gaz could tell Dib was scared "you better listen closely because this is the only time I'm going to be nice to you, you're going to have to explain things to Zim and show him, it doesn't have to be today but eventually you're going to have to let it out or it's going to eat you up inside, understand?"
Dib felt a lot better and he nodded before speaking "I understand, thank you Gaz"
"You owe me pizza" she said before she hung up

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