Seeking Solace

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I'm so fed up with this thing we called "life." I'm tired of Mom's stupid addictions and her constant complaining about Dad's death. Honestly, I don't care anymore—I just want to run away.

"Lia, come eat break—" Mom started to say as I rushed past her, grabbing my lunch before heading out the front door. I could feel the tears welling up as I glanced back and saw her, cigarette in hand, watching me. I quickly boarded the bus and sat next to Elliot.

"What's wrong, Aurelia?" he asked, concern evident in his eyes.

"Nothing, I'm just a bit tired," I replied, guilt weighing heavily in my voice.

He could tell something was off, but he didn't push it.

When I got to class, it hit me—I'd forgotten about the quiz today, and I hadn't studied at all. Being new here, I still wasn't caught up with the material, even though school had already started.

"Good morning, class," Miss A greeted us. "Before we start the quiz, I wanted to remind everyone that we offer free counseling here at the school. This is our first year with a counselor on staff, so please don't hesitate to sign up."

The quiz turned out to be easier than I expected, but I still felt uneasy. I needed to talk to Miss A.

"Miss A, I'd like to sign up for counseling," I said nervously after class.

"Come with me," she responded, smiling reassuringly.

I followed Miss A to the counselor's office, where she introduced me to Mr. Thompson. I wasn't much of a talker, so I just gave a small wave.

"What's your name, dear?" Mr. Thompson asked gently.

"I'm Aurelia, sir," I replied.

"Nice to meet you, Aurelia. Can you tell me a bit about yourself?"

And then, for the first time, I began to open up. I told him about Dad's death, about Mom's addiction to drugs and cigarettes, and about how I've been feeling.

After I finished talking, Mr. Thompson leaned back in his chair, his expression thoughtful. "Aurelia," he said softly, "you're carrying a lot on your shoulders. But you don't have to do it alone. We're here to help you."

As I left the counselor's office, I felt a little lighter, like maybe, just maybe, things could get better. I wasn't sure what the future held, but for the first time in a long while, I felt like I wasn't completely alone. Maybe running away wasn't the answer. Maybe, with some help, I could start to find my way through this mess called life.

And as I walked back to class, I decided to take things one day at a time. It wasn't much, but it was a start.

Authors Note

I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter [I know it's been a while] love each and everyone one of you!! [mwah]

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I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter [I know it's been a while] love each and everyone one of you!! [mwah]

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