SaneGiyu School AU Lol Idk What 2 Name It

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Giyu's pov:

I see red.

I'm not angry.

But I see red.

Blood.

My own blood, dripping on the floor.
My hands shake as I put the razor blade on the counter, it's edge stained with crimson.

I can't keep doing this.

I think as I rinse my wrist under the tap. I wince as the water filters through the cuts, giving them a harsh stinging sensation.
I open the first aid kit and pull out some bandages and medical tape.
I bandage my arms, fumbling slightly, tears stinging the back of my eyes.
when I'm done, I take a tissue and clean the the small pool of blood slowly spreading along the floor. It's almost mesmerising watching the red liquid seep through the tiles in the floor.
I lie there for a while, sobbing quietly, rubbing my arms.
Eventually I stand up, wipe my tears and stumble into my dorm room, still shaking.
I pull on a hoodie dark blue hoodie to hide the bandages.
I see the bed next to my own, unkept and empty. My roommate, Sanemi, is probably still
Out somewhere.
It bothers me.
I reach under my pillow and pull out a jar of pills, Tears threatening to spill out again as I open it, tipping it over and taking one.

Why not seven?

I shake my head, grab my water bottle and swallow the pill. It's a Saturday, so I'll be fine.
I lie back, and stare at the ceiling until I become numb.
I hate it so much, but it's better than feeling like someone ripped my heart out and replaced it with a ticking bomb.

I can't keep living like this.

Sanemi POV:

I walk down the hall, yawning and stretching.

I am NEVER going to another one of tengen's parties EVER again.

I think, checking the time. It's 3:36 AM.
I stop in front of my room's door, knocking before I enter.
I don't hear anything.

"He's probably asleep." I mutter, opening the door.

I see Tomioka lying on his bed, facing the ceiling.

"Oi, dipshit, you good?" I say, walking in.

He doesn't react.
I roll my eyes, feeling a pang of annoyance. Typical Giyu behaviour.
I go to the bathroom, and rinse my face in the basin, but when I dry my face, a glint of silver catches my eye.
I pick it up, and a sharp pain pricks my thumb.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

I turn the item over.
It's a razor blade.
I stare at it, confused, until I see the red.
The thick, red line alone the edge.

Oh.

Did giyu do this...?
I turd around, staring at Giyu lying in his bed.

He... Cuts himself...?

But then I realise that something isn't right.
He hasn't moved since I came in.
He's just lying there, staring at the ceiling.

Oh shit.

I walk over to him, putting the blade back on the edge of the sink. I lean over him, and I see his face is pale and clammy.
His breathing is shallow and fast paced, and he's trembling.

"What did you do, giyu..." I whisper, about to feel his forehead when I remember he's a fucking bitch dumb stupid idiot and I don't care if he dies.

"Tch."

I turn around and start walking to my closet.
"S-Sanemi..?" I hear him say behind me.

I freeze.

A/N: it literally took of of my strength to not write sanemi saying "y-yes kitten- UwU...?"

I've been listening to love potion by bj lips and princess paparazzi on repeat while writing this lmao

Pretended the comments are sanemi's search history