My creepypasta experiences

Mr.Slendyman

So ummm, today way a bit crazy. SO I'm not sure if the summoning worked. But I was thinking of doing the enemy version to get revenge on my old hag. Also bc I can't kill him myself =3 I've been REALLY irritable lately more than I usually am. I also think I'm having tics(?). I can't really tell since I usually stim and I think I already have them, idk for sure. Bur I was irritated really bad today. One of my new friends are going through a hard breakup right now, and so I'm trying to help. It's already aggravating because I'm not good at helping, but it was more irritating than usual today. And then at lunch I only ate crackers bc i was hungry but not AS hungry. I'm also trying to eat less. I was already irritating from helping my friend, my head was hurting, and there were WAY too many people trying to help me. So I only got MORE aggravated and overwhelmed. I felt a bit better around Human Geography time. But I ended up getting a bit upset again as I saw that I got a 25/100 for an assignment. So I started stressing out about that. I don't remember exactly when I did this, tho I know it was in that class period. I ended up drawing the symbol repeatedly, nonstop uncontrolled. I couldn't control it. I drew me and Mr.Slendyman because of my being upset about the grade, I felt better after doing so. Every time I'm around trees/woods I feel like there's something in it. I'm also starting at fixated points A LOT more often than I usually do(I don't even do that often lol). I've also been a bit more brutal, hostile, and more violent(thought wise). I feel like my personality has changed a bit. When I see Earthquake(bitch lex) in the carline with her brother in the car to pick up their younger brother, I would yell Earthquake. I hate her FUCKING guts now. I've kinda been having sadistic/narcissistic thoughts about her. Like me and her roles being reversed, so she would be obsessed with me and shit and sometimes I even think about killing her- I've been thinking about killing in general. Like, I want to kill someone, I want to see blood. I've also been kinda feeling like throwing up after I eat. It might be my bulimia, but I'm not sure. I've also been more dominant and kinda been feeling manipulative(?). I dunno how to explain it, but it's weird. Things have just been HELLA crazy lately. By the way, on our way home we drove pass a funeral car line, so that was fun! I can't really think of anything else tho. I'll update when I do. Byebyeee