My creepypasta experiences

Convo(important)

Warning. This chapter contains some serious topics and might make you uncomfortable. This is a conversation I had with a person(that username will not be said)on 8/17/24. I thought that it's time for this to be out. Maybe this will answer some questions.. also, 100 PARTS LET'S GOOO!!!

Me: Hey. Sorry it took so long lol. Now what were you saying about the whole thing?...

Them:I noticed mocking him out loud and saying stuff like fuck you Slenderman get outta my damn life. Makes him usually weak and possibly leave you alone. Kinda like pennywise when you mock him he gets smaller. Weirdly enough it works with almost all of them.

Me: I've never actually seen him. Tho I do sense his presence when he's around I'm sure. I feel so attached to him... I CAN'T leave. I just can't! I don't even know why.. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry and curl up into a ball. You're telling me he's brainwashing me? For what? Why would he do that? What would he want? I just, I can't leave HIM. I can't abandon HIM. I just don't know...

Them: That's why I call him Slender shit. If you tend to day be nice to him and call him literally Slenderman it feeds him. Think of him kinda like a demon. Attention and fear feeds him. Any feelings do to him. That's why when youbact negative to a individual force like one a demon, it usually makes them weak cause you're standing out away from them. But remember, he can also read minds and telepathically talk to people. But almost every creepypasta can do that. Same with teleken too. He made me forget what I was about to tell you just now. He's obviously aware I'm probably talking about him

Them: Kinda like a narcissist, they do it just to get their ways with people. Leg me ask you this. Will you actually cry? I managed to do it for him a cvt myself because he got in my head that bad and was literally laughing at my face

Me: mhm... I'm trying not to... it feels pathetic yet reasonable. I almost did a few minutes ago

Me: My head hurts...

Them: He doesn't give a shit about humans. He only likes non humans or his kid. Humans can be tuned into mindless zombies which will result to proxies. He's probably losing some kinda like me. He tried his best to get me. Yeag your mind probably is kinda fragile, but not enough for him to get into which is a good thing actually

Them: Insult him and tell him "if you don't stop I'll literally snap your ugly faceless neck.

Them: Like I said it's the only way. He's going to turn you into something that'll result to you killing your own family or self.

Them: I was worse than others since I already had things wrong with me. Kinda like Ticci Toby. I have disorders and shir which he also used against me. Fans make it seem like it'd be fun and awesome to be a proxy until you experience the trauma. Most of the famous creepypastas actually left under his feet all because of it.

Them: you have to have a strong mind and a strong will. And since you know the Slender bros aren't real either you can use that again him too ans say something like "you can't fuck with me anymore. I'm aware of everything." He will try his best and hardest to get you to result back to him too. Some cases he'll make you think you fear him just to feed himself so he can get more into your mind.

Me: I know about the whole proxy thing and the torture and shit. I don't wanna be one, I never have been to be honest. I'm also autistic, I'm not officially diagnosed, but I know I am. I've done research on it. I might have some other things too. How fragile is my mind? It wouldn't actually get that bad, would it?... I don't want anything to happen, but then yet again I don't want to leave him. It feels like I CAN'T leave him... He also makes me feel protected, he brings me comfort... But I feel like leaving him is impossible, it's like I'm abandoning some part of myself...