Haikyuu Oneshots

I loved you most - Iwaoi pt. 2

‼️Mentions of su1c1d3 and d3ath‼️

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"I really miss him. I feel like I can't breathe without him being near me. It feels horrible."

I was having breakfast with Hanamaki and Matsukawa. We were talking about Oikawa and how he had left for Argentina. Of course I knew it was for his future so I supported him, but it still hurt for him to leave.

"Geez Iwaizumi, you're acting as if you'll never see him again." Said Hanamaki while giving me a sympathetic smile.

"If you miss him so much, you should probably call him." Matsukawa said as he took a sip from his coffee. It was rare for us to meet up, and it especially felt weird being without Oikawa.

I knew they were right for saying that I should call him but I wanted to be strong for him. I couldn't keep calling him every single time I felt alone or sad. It'd only be for a couple years and then he'd come back and we'd get married. That was our plan. I was going to make sure that it happened.

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I met Oikawa when we were kids. We were friends ever since then. He was my best friend and the love of my life. I loved him more than I've ever loved anyone else in my entire life. I didn't confess until we were in high school but I had developed feelings when we were in middle school.

Oikawa was always energetic and he was sassy. He wouldn't take crap from anyone and would put everyone in their place if they tested him. It was honestly funny to see how others would react once he would talk back to them. He had respect for his elders, but even then he wouldn't let himself or his friends get disrespected. It was one of the things I admired most about him, and over time it led to a strong form of love.

He gave me "Iwa-chan" as a nickname and at first, I acted like I disliked it, but in reality it made me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. It always made my face heat up and my cheeks get pink, which of course Oikawa would point out like the ass he is. He would constantly make fun of me and make bitter jokes towards me, but they were jokes so I never took them personally. Besides, I would get to hit him back as payback and like the pretty boy he was, he would play the damsel in distress.

In all the years of knowing each other, he was possibly one of the most clingy people I've met. Anytime a girl would get close to me, he would create a distance and stand between us and act possessive of me. I noticed but I never told him. I didn't want to embarrass him. I found it weird at times though, especially because he would act jealous and become extra clingy during moments like those but at the same time be dating a girl.

It would hurt to see him with a girl. It would also make me confused about his actions, I mean why would he act possessive and jealous when he was dating girls left and right? It really pissed me off, but I never said anything about it due to him being my best friend and me wanting to be supportive of him in any way I could. It would still make me sad though and I would end up distancing myself from him.

I bottled up all those feelings, which might be the reason I snapped completely that one time that I confessed. To my surprise, it actually went well. I didn't expect it to go that way, but it did and it was honestly one of the most amazing, and embarrassing, things that's ever happened to me.

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"I liked you, Iwaizumi-kun!"