After The Storm

04: The Falling Action

LUNA

And I thought that this was finally over. I thought it was. But no matter what I do or how I heal, there's still a thing that keeps brushing inside me.

"May paparating pa ba?"

I'm tired of dealing with the things that keep on repeating all over again.

Until there's another thing that unexpectedly suddenly happens. The thing I never thought it would happen, but it happens. This was the reason why my boyfriend and I had to parted ways.

And even if it was hard to decide, it wasn't easy to do it, we needed to do it just for the sake of each other.

I can't believe that this was happening over us. I thought we would be last forever. I even thought that since day one. no matter what happens, we'll always fight for what may come our way. We had many plans including for our future. He even told me that one day, he got to plan to marry me. He plans to work hard for us to create our future home while we are making our future family.

But at that point, it made me feel sicker and tired of how we deal with these things that keep on repeating.

Fight. Bati. Fight. Bati.

That's how it keeps making me feel suffocated. These things revolve around our relationship which makes me feel a sicker lot. Not just in our relationship, but in my family until now, they never understood my point. They never see the other side of the story. They easily judge him.

Mas pipiliin nilang maniwala sa mga sinasabi ng ibang tao pa tungkol sa amin. I don't know what exact words those person who said to my family about how they observe, see, and feel about my boyfriend about the way he treats me.

Night had come and I was just finishing my night bathroom business When I came out of the bathroom and got my phone to check. As soon as I check. I notice something different.

From: unknown number

Beh, read your Tita message from your boyfriend.

Who the fuck is this? Kunot-noo kong tanong sa sarili.

I got to open my boyfriend's account and noticed what I'd found out as soon as I opened it.