sometimes I realise I keep my expectations too high for people
No matter how much everyone makes it obvious that they will never try to be better,
I expect more.
No matter how many times I go through a hard time with people, I'll still expect the new ones to be different...better
But they always end up being the same
Making the past repeat itself,except this time it hurts more
It hurts to know that even if I break my walls for new people,they'll all end up being the ones I left behind.
Each time it gets harder to start over and I try to convince myself that maybe if I let this slide over this time, they'll change,for me,for our friendship.
Each time they apologize and make up, the trust starts to fade away,like the sunlight disappearing every afternoon.
YOU ARE READING
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RandomIn the middle of switching phones, I realized I had a terrible habit of writing my thoughts in my notes app(thoughts I liked enough to not lose) so here's a section of my imagination:)
