I hope the world takes the revenge I didn't have the courage to
As much as I want to be kind and forgiving, it hurts a part of my heart thinking you're out there feeling life after taking away every emotion from my soul
How are you so satisfied after leaving me to think about what I had no fault in?
I didn't have control that time and I don't have control over the anxiety that now rips my body apart every night when my mind replays the scene that left me traumatized long enough to still remember it
I hate the silence that enveloped me more than your actions
How I wish I had the power to speak up and push you far enough for you to not even be able to sense me
I might've healed but I know if that were to happen today, it still would've been the same.
It makes me hate myself more
YOU ARE READING
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RandomIn the middle of switching phones, I realized I had a terrible habit of writing my thoughts in my notes app(thoughts I liked enough to not lose) so here's a section of my imagination:)
