It's exhausting when I have to fake myself for others to not judge me
The feeling of people judging my true self
I'm scared of the expressions they'll portray when I'm happy
When I'm upset
When I show the personality I truly have
Are they still considered family if I have trouble expressing myself because of the fear of them observing it under glass?
I'm scared to be myself
Show myself
I'm forced to show this composed, elegant, NEW me
The "better", the "more matured" me
It's not a vacation around them
It's a jail where I'm forbidden to showcase the me that they want to see
YOU ARE READING
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RandomIn the middle of switching phones, I realized I had a terrible habit of writing my thoughts in my notes app(thoughts I liked enough to not lose) so here's a section of my imagination:)
