Tell me am I really that bad?
For everyone to always see me as the second option
To be used only when there isn't a first
It's hard not questioning myself when I've been treated as a backup all my life
I just want to be the one that comes as a first thought
The one you can think of as a safe space
The one you would go off to for comfort
The one you'd consider the most fun
The one you'd rely on
The one you'd walk along with
But why do I always have to be the one in the back staring at the ground being left completely unattended?
Am I really that bad?
YOU ARE READING
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RandomIn the middle of switching phones, I realized I had a terrible habit of writing my thoughts in my notes app(thoughts I liked enough to not lose) so here's a section of my imagination:)
