"it's our fault "

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Why was it hurting so much?

My heart.......

Is beating abnormally fast.

It hurts but why?

10 year ago.

17 year old yoongi let out a tired huff as he trudge down the stairs,he had just come back from school and was about to go drink water after he was done undressing but before he fully reached down he heard some voices coming from his living room,slowly he approach it and peaked inside.

A smile instantly formed on his face when he saw Jung hoseok more like Min hoseok,that's how he used to tease him since their parents made a joke about them getting married in the future,at first yoongi didn't like it but the more he spend time with hoseok he began to fall for the boy,he called him Min hoseok everywhere, even in school all the teachers knew that Jung hoseok belonged to Min yoongi,little did he know that was going to change their entire life.

He was about to go greet them until he heard what they were talking about.

"Did my son really do that?" Mr.min asked hoseok who was sitting beside his father,he looked like he was crying,he nodded slowly to what Mr.min asked,Mr.min looked surprised but didn't say anything, he sigh as he sat up."I can't believe have been bullying you all this while"yoongi frown,since when was he bullying hoseok?,he was going to confront hoseok right there but as soon as he took one step forward he stopped,it felt like a knife pierced through his heart when he heard the sound he never wanted to hear,hoseok was crying.

"H-he bullies me s-so much" he sobs as he tried to calm down his nerves."him along with his f-friends,I'm a laughing stock in s-school because o-of h-him"hoseok was sobbing so much that his father had to hug him.

The sight was too much for yoongi to handle,feeling confused and heart broken he left for his room.

He sat on the edge of his bed quietly as he thought about what he just heard,his heart was hurting so much.his wandering eyes till it reached the portrait of hoseok he had in his room,he was looking so cute,he couldn't help but question why hoseok betrayed him like that,he was so heartbroken.

His bedroom door cracking open made him sigh as he put the portrait back on top of the night stand,he glance up and like he was expecting his father was looking at him in disappointment, he already knew what was coming.

16 years old,he was only 16 year old when he had to leave his parents house to go live with strangers in a whole different country just because of hoseok lies,how could he not resent him?,he took away his childhood, his relationship with his parents,he took away his love,of course he had the right to resent him.

He hated him.

So much.

But then again why was he feeling like he was about to loose everything when his eyes met hoseok paled face?.why was he feeling so hopeless,like his life was at its peak.why?why was he feeling all this kind of ways?

It didn't make any sense.

It was all too overwhelming."fuck!!"yoongi cursed upon encountering a traffic,he stared ahead,panicked,it was too long,they wouldn't make it,he turned to hoseok and felt his heart dropping to his stomach, hoseok breathing was getting more shallow, he was drifting away."hoseok,hoba!?,hoba stay with me please"yoongi begged desperately,he honked the car but no one was moving,the traffic was too crowded."fuck it!"he quickly stepped out of the car,went over to hoseok side and took him out,he placed him on his back and started running to the nearest hospital.

Yoongi was so focused on getting hoseok to the hospital he didn't realize it started raining until he suddenly tripped and lost his balance.

Fear,total fear,fear washed over him as he watch hoseok slip out of his arm,its like it happened in slow motion, yoongi fell so hard he hit his head,it started bleeding by the time he manage to get up,he didn't care,he didn't care about himself, all that mattered in the moment was getting hoseok to the hospital in time.

Some time later.

The clock kept ticking as he sat on the bench outside,his eyes were blinking open and close,his heart was racing,his clothes drenched,his head was throbbing with pain yet he refused to get treated until he knew about how his husband was doing.

He sat there in guilt,not knowing what to do,his heart was too heavy,too heavy to bare alone,he couldn't stop himself anymore,so he cried,he cried silently,drowning in his own misery.

"Yoongi...yoongi!?"

Yoongi flinch,quickly he glanced up and was met by the eyes of park jimin.he called him alone since he didn't want to disturb the others."how is he?"jimin asked with worried filled voice but he got no answer ,yoongi was just staring at him with so much tears streaming down his face and guilt filled his eyes.jimin sigh and hugged him softly,yoongi needed it cause he hugged jimin back tightly,burying his face into jimin covered stomach."you should get your wound treated,it'll get infected"jimin yet again was met by silence so he decided to stay quiet for a while."it's all my fault"jimin heard yoongi mumble,he frown and wanted to question what he ment but just then,their other friends was seemed making their way towards them.

Yoongi gaze at them confused,jimin sensing his confusion smile softly."I called them,they would be mad if I didn't"

"Where's hoseok?"

"How is he?,is he hurt badly?"

"What happened to him?"

Everybody was curious and were asking many questions, jimin had to calm them down before yoongi could tell them what happened. Once yoongi was done all of them had looks of guilt on their faces.

"It's..... It's our fault" Taehyung mumble,his lips quivering.

"Tae..." Jimin started but was quickly cut off.

"It's our fault, hobi hyung may act like he's strong....but he's not...he's really not,he's really sensitive, he doesn't like when his friends doesn't talk to him" Taehyung eyes began to water,jungkook went to comfort him but he pushed him away slightly.

"M-maybe you guys didn't know that....but I did....I shouldn't have ignored his calls....I shouldn't have left him alone....I'm such a bad friend" everyone heart broke as Tae started sobbing uncontrollably.

"The way we treated h-him...was not right,w-we know he didn't try to k-kill yoongi hyung...s-so why didn't we believe him" jimin couldn't take it anymore he quickly pulled Tae aside and hugged him tightly as he sobbed.

"Tae is right....we shouldn't have neglect hoseok hyung like that" jungkook frown."we really are bad friends"namjoon nodded as he pulled jungkook close.

After a few more minutes of waiting,the docter that was treating hoseok came to them."who's here for Min Hoseok?"they all quickly raised their hands."who's the closet to him?"everyone lowered their arms leaving only yoongi arm raised."Can we talk in private?"

Yoongi heart was beating so fast as he followed the docter into his office,he closed the door as the took their seats,the docter went through some files here and there making yoongi more anxious, but eventually he looked up at yoongi,his expression very serious,nothing could prepare yoongi for what the docter said next.
































"I'm sorry.......but your husband...is sick"

















A/n:I swear I'll post the next part soon😁

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