"It's funny how you..." he leans closer to her as she says
"Think I-i...I care about you..c-cause I don't".
He smirked as he said "Nice. Now say that looking in my eyes and without stammering"
So today I'm gonna go on a date..well not really a date but still a date or whatever you call.
Anyways..I did my morning routine watched my favourite show while eating and chilled for a while.
When I saw the time and got up and started to get ready. I already told Shreya that I messaged Josh last night.
She was so excited about this that she started to jump on her bed. God this girl is full of energy!
I started to get ready. I decided to wear a cute outfit since I didn't want to see like I'm not interested by dressing normal.
And he also knows that I wear normal clothes when I'm not interested in going at some place so didn't want to disappoint him.
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After getting ready and doing my hairs I got out and my brother gave me a side eyes as I looked at him.
"What?" I asked as I removed my white shoes from the shoe rack and started to wear it.
"Where are you going?" He asked with a sceptical look.
"Uhm..to meet a friend..why?" I said as she continued wearing my shoes.
"Just asking..anyways come back early." He said as he goes back to his work in the laptop.
I nod as I opened the door and went down by the elevator. I stopped when I got off the elevator and took a deep breath.
It's gonna be okay, it's gonna be okay. I kept saying in my head and walks forward and head to the cafe.
It was a 10 mins ride when I finally entered the cafe started started to look for him here and there when I saw a him sitting at one of tables.
I got more nervous as I slowly walked towards him and thank god he was in his phone so he didn't notice me yet.
As I came and stood near him he finally looked up at me and I gave him a little nervous smile as he smiled back and I sat across him.
"You're looking cute." He said as he smiled and looked at me with his gorgeous smile. Well I won't lie he is cute as hell!
"Thanks." I smiled.."even you're looking very handsome." I said.
He smiled and nods as the waiter comes and we placed our order. After the waiter left Josh said.
"So..why did you want to meet?" He asked.
"A-ah..actually I wanted to confirm something." I said as I fidget with her fingers under the table nervously.
"About what?" He asked as he looked at me with curious eyes.
"About the...thing you said on your birthday..that you like me..I just wanted to make sure..if you genuinely have feelings for me or not?" I asked.
He smiles softly. "Yeah I do genuinely like you..I know we just met so let's take things slow..I'm sure you don't wanna rush and make things awkward right?"
He had a point..god he is a total green forest! I don't even have a reason to reject him..at first I knew he did genuinely liked me the way he told and saw me when he confessed.
But still verbal communication is better than imagining something which might be true or false.
I smiled a nod. "Sure." We both talked about our likes and dislikes in foods and all the basic things.
Even tho he is very handsome and cute he doesn't have an inch of ego about it. He is really greatful of what he has.
I did started to like him a little as we talked more and got to know each other. We then came out of the cafe walking on the footpath.
"So..should I count this meet up as a..date?" He asked.
I chuckled and nod. "Yeah."
He smiled too..we continued to walk and talk on the busy footpath as we finally reached our building.
"Bye..rest well..see you tomorrow at college." He said as he smiled and I nod.
He then patted my head. Wait! He patted my head! Before I could say something he smiled and walks away.
And I froze there speechless. Well I have a weak spot for head pats. I smiled a little as I turned and walked to my home.
After coming home I did my night routine and changed to my night clothes and slept on the bed thinking about our date.
Will i finally have a real relationship now? The thought of it makes me blush like a teenager in love!
I was smiling whole day like a maniac. But still..there was a small part of my heart which was still...empty.
Even after spending time with him..I still don't have that electrifying feeling that I get when I'm near Eshaan.
No no..I shouldn't think about Eshaan..he is now my best friend's boyfriend and there is no way in hell I'm thinking about him in that way.
"Who are you trying to convince? Yourself or your heart?" A taunting voice came from the back of my mind.
I sighed. But he doesn't even like me and he doesn't even look at me in that way. He probably likes Shreya not me.
I wish..I wish he could like me..I've always kept people first and ignored my feelings.ive always had a small attraction for Eshaan when he first came to my house.
I know I like him but I was just convincing myself to hate him and him being a playboy was a good excuse.
I tried my level best to hate him and avoid him but this stupid heart just falls for him even more.
Does Thinking of Eshaan makes me selfish? That too my own bestfriend's boyfriend.
