CRIMINAL LOVE||L.HS X S.JY

S2: S E V E N

SEASON TWO- SEVEN: I STILL LOVE YOU

'JAE'

I sighed, a weid feeling lingering in my chest-----am i doing right by believing venom? i mean..he is my ex-husband's enemy...i don't know anymore.

i still remember the betrayal...it's like it happened yesterday..the trusr i had on heeseung broke like a glass...i scoffed..i wondered why venom saved me..probably because i was the perfect pawn

yes, i was saved by lee heeseung's enemy, venom..that day when i got into an accident..i collasped right there. I thought that i eill die there, but i opened my eyes and found myself in hospital

i was in coma for over an year, and i discovered that i was bought to italy by vincenzo..i was also confused..i couldn't feel my legs..i couldn't move them

my legs were paralyzed...the accident damaged my legs completely,resulting me becoming disabled from that day i rely on my wheelchair..i can't do anything without someone's help..i hate it..i fucking hate it so much

and i hate vincenzo more, because he just saved me to use me later on, i know that

i changed my name, now i am not lee jaeyun anymore, i am jae, just jae..not a lee, not a sim anymore and i honestly feel relieved that i am away from everything.

but there's one thing i still wonder..if lee heeseung loved felony that much..why would he kill her? he cheated on me to be with felony smith but why did he killed her?

i shook my head..that man can't love anyone, he just know how to play with people's feelings..i am starting ti believe that he actually betrayed vincenzo.

that's not my business anymore, the old sim jaeyun is dead..and i don't care for anyone..the soft and kind jaeyun died in that car accident..now, the cold and rude jae is here, not jaeyun

it's not like i don't miss my bestfriend and my father..there is one thing i fear..what if he found me? because I'm not a mafia anymore, it's been five years..i can't walk now..i rely on this wheelchair

do i really want revenge? i said that i want revenge but my heart doesn't allow it..knowing vincenzo...he will kill lee heeseung..that's actually good but why am i scared? i should not be

"hey jae" i snapped out of my thoughts, vincenzo was kneeling infron of me, i was zoniny out, again

"you zoned out again jae" he smiled softly at me, i looked away, does he think that he will melt my heart by these things?

"go away, vincenzo" i coldly said as i looked everywhere but him, i hate him to the core

"and there, jae is back at it again" he chuckled shaking his head, oh god..what is his real intention?

"jae, lets have ice cream? i bought your favrouite" i wasn't in the mood and was about to speak but he pushed my wheelchair to the kitchen

"hey, what are you doing." i watched as he walked to the fridge taking out the icecream..hmm..an ice cream wont hurt

i sighed taking the ice cream from him and took a bite, oh, it taste so good

"you like it?" i didn't said anything and nodded at him, okay, i do talk with him but not that much, i know his intentions

'LEE HEESEUNG'

"I swear i wasn't hallucinating jay, i heard jaeyun's voice, i can recognise it even if i hear it from miles away" i was currently on a video call with jay, i as told him about the boy i saw in the park

"it's not possible heeseung, jaeyun's dead" i bitterly chuckled as i placed down my ipad

"you don't have to remind me that, but it’s weird..i felt like jaeyun was near me.." i confusedly stated..was i really hallucinating?

"you were hallucinating heeseung hyung." i sighed as i shook my head, i am gonna go to the bottom of this

a ray of hope is still left in me..i don't know why but..something is wrong