Leap of faith, rebuilding our worlds

Chapter 6 the crash 2/2

TW!!!! there is mention of physical abuse and body shaming! its minor but either way, you have been warned
Sorry for not updating for a while, I had some personal issues like my mental health. I was depresed and did not had the energy to do much apart from attending my classes, I do not apologise for taking care of myself but for not tellung you that I would not update until I felt better.
Now I feel better and ready to continue the story! yey! I wanted to ask you if you wanted me to make an offcial twitter so I could interact with you more but nothing releated to my real persona obviulsy.
please tell me what you think in the comments!

October 29 2021

Rayla was getting angrier by the minute. Aanya wanted to dress more casual and sexy than sweat shorts and hoodies, but she did not understand that she couldn't at the moment? Rayla understood that she wanted to feel more comfortable but she had her legs broken and her torax was bandaged but did she listen to her? No! she kept whining and whining about how she wanted to dress normally or atleast her clothes.

-"Listen now" Rayla snapped -"You are severely injured and I am the adult and your caretaker! No, you can't wear your skinny jeans and tight blouses, even less your choosing of underwear! You are hurt and, moon above help me, I will call your mothers since you are refusing to look out for yourself! and No! believe, I want you to feel good about yourself and the reason Ezran does not look at you, is because he blames himself for the accident not because you are gorgeous or alluring" Rayla told Aanya, who had some tears in her eyes.
Rayla understood her feelings quite well but she decided not to remember those days.

-"Really?" Aanya asked hopefully. Aanya was cold, collected and very center, so she could pass as someone who had no emotions for the common people but for Rayla, she saw a young kid being always compared to her mother.

-"Okay, you did not hear this from me okay?" Rayla whispered and Aanya nodded eagerly or at least as she could without damaging her neck. -"Two nights ago, Callum and Ezra were talking about you. Ezran was scared of facing you since he believed that he should have been driving since you were tired but since he respects you and loves you too much. He felt horrible but he did not know how to talk to you, so talk to him." Ralya told her softly.

She had been there but Aanya and Ezran's relationship was different than her relationship at the time and Rayla had other problems in mind.

After dressing and helping a more relaxed Aanya to the living room, Rayla was exhausted. She wanted to have a more intimate relationship with Callum but for the first time in her life, she was scared and disgusted. She was scared that Callum would say no to her, she had hinted to him that she wanted a more touching but Callum never got her hint and Rayla thought that he was ignoring those hints.
Before she could come to any conclusion she decided, much to her displeasure, to ask Nyx for some insight into Callum. Rayla groaned at this idea but it was the best she could do.

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October 30 2021

Rayla and Nyx were in the nearest mall, they were doing the last of the halloween party they were going to throw in Callum's home for Ezran, Aanya and Elis but Rayla made a perfectly reasonable excuse for Nyx to come with her. Rayla told partially the truth but never in her life she thought that she was asking for help in that regard, it hurt her ego and self-esteem a wee too much.

" Nyx I need help buying special underwear for Callum, could we go to the mall tomorrow?"  Rayla remembered what she told Nyx and how surprised she was before she grinned at her and nodded. Rayla was scared, really scared. Nyx was Callum's sister, and she was asking a very personal favor but the way Nyx eyes glowed at her words was something that terrified her souls. She lied to her, not entirely though, she did want to buy some underwear for him but she knew what she was impling. Rayla was going to come clean with Nyx.