❝ your smile blooms like sunshine on a rainy day , monami,❞
❝ i love you too, jay,❞
𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵,
a high school male
who's always written
poetry about his sad
and lonely life starts
writing poems about a
girl he saw just once
but felt an in...
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i feel terrible for not fully understanding her feelings, especially since we've only known each other for a month. it's been a short time, but it feels like i should know her better, that i should be more attuned to her emotions. instead, i'm stuck grappling with my own mess, and i feel useless for not being the partner she deserves.
the guilt is eating me alive. i'm furious at myself for even thinking about ending it all. it feels like a betrayal to her, as if i'm giving up on something so precious because i can't handle my own shit. despite everything, i know deep down that i will always love her. she's been a bright spot in my darkness, and the thought of leaving her with only pain breaks my heart.
i hate that i'm letting my struggles overshadow what we have. even if i'm not in a place to fully support or understand her right now, my love for her remains unwavering. i'm torn between my own despair and the guilt of potentially hurting her, but no matter what happens, i'll always hold onto the love i have for her.
