Natasha or should I say Natalia

How it really happened

Natashas POV: 

The screan turns black. The year 1984 shows up And you see two people -. No, two and a baby, in a medium size dark room, The man is on a sofa talking? no, more like yelling at the woman with something in his hand I cant identify.   

is that me as a baby? I mean it has to be, its my 'movie'. The woman I assume to be my mother looks a lot like me. Red hair and bright green eyes that can glow.The man has dark brown hair and drunk green eyes.

A woman holding a red head baby and a man arguing,  

The man yelled ,"No I don't want her, she looks weak and useless" He said while talking a sip out a clear bottle. 

(yo I'm not doing Russian cuz I don't trust Google translate so 🤪 I also forgot ther dads name, so fake name it is)

"Please Pavan she is our only daughter and she is just a newborn" The woman said trying to hold back sobbs 

"No bring her to an orphanage or whatever you want I don't want her!" The man named Pavan yelled leaving no room for discussion taking a sip of what now I can identify as a vodka bottle and threw the vodka bottle at the woman silencing her from the words when was going to say. 

I flinched at the sound. Noticing this action Yelena holds my hand. I'm grateful to have a family like this.

That was intense not going to lie. That horrible man was my dad. As wrong it sounds am I glad he is dead.

"Was that your parents Nat?" Steve said concern was leaking from his mouth. "Yes?" I answer the idiot. Before he can continue the screen changes to my mom with me wrapped in blankets and I'm in a cardboard box and my birth certificate in there with me. She is bringing me to an orphanage as HE said. The orphanage is a big, dirty, old place.  

"Im so sorry my little Natalia, I promise I WILL come back and WE WILL have a beautiful life together my darling" my birth mom said in a quiet, mother loving voice as she kissed my head.

"Why is this lady calling you Natalia Lady of widows" Thor asked in a supposed to be a whisper but came out louder than It was supposed to be. Great now I have a lot of eyes that are screaming  at me  to answer. So I simply said "Well continue watching and you'll find out" But that didn't stop them clearly from annoying me " Come on Natty Nat tell us please" Tony wined like the child he is 

Honestly I'm scared cuz when I turned to glare at Tony I saw a flash of recognisement in James eye's. Which was exactly what I was scared of. Not only because the team knowing of my past and my 'love life' I guess you can say. But what is the worst is that my Soldier, my James, my love doesn't even remember. And yes it hurt, it hurts. Like if my heart was ripping apart, like my brain is burning. It hurts so bad to remember his agonizing, painful  screams that night. He told me he would never forget me. But here he is in my life, and he doesn't even recognize me as my past self. My true monster .

Seeing Tony look skirmish under my gaze I turned back and Makenzie continued the movie.

My 'mother' put me in front of the door. And knocked three times, and left with tears in her eyes not once looking back. The door opened not long after and took my past baby self in.

( I don't know how I should write Nat describing herself talking about her past self lol. I'ma mess)

"who is there?" it was a woman she was average height brown hair with some greys, brown eyes, her clearly not noticing me at first but when she saw me her eyes softened " Oh hello there dear. Zenovia come please" she said a young  girl in her early teens came he had honey brown hair and brown eyes with a hint of dark green in them and asked "yes mom?" the teen asked her mother "Here can you bring her to the nursery please and tell Alisa to mop the floor please my child?" The woman yet to be named asked her daughter " Yes ma'm" the young teen jokingly saluted at her mom, the woman smiled fondly. And the screen turned black and it showed 11 months later, in big white bold letters. It shows past baby me in a crib sleeping with two more babies. The one thing that distinguished me was my fire red hair. The fire alarms went off which caused us? {I guess you can say} to wake up crying. Screams of agony, and flames was all you can hear. Men came in the doors and they had all of the younger girls, they were all crying but never said anything out of fear. The older ones grabbed me and the other girl and they put us all in a truck. on the way to the trucky there was lots of dead bodies, all boys pool of blood everywhere and flames consuming them. The girl that grabbed my past self was Zenovia and all went black. 

'Well that's intense' my face, mom/Melina, dad/alexi and lena had no emotion. We are used to that, but the others had pure horror on their faces. They were at lost of words Peter, Kate, Lila, Copper and Laura have tears in their eyes " I need vodka" with that I got up to get my vodka. I grabbed it from the fridge in the theater took a big gulp of it and sat down and gave some to Lena which she gladly accepted it. The avengers finally got over the shook and started saying lots of 'I'm sorrys' and 'omg' Peter asked me more in a statement that a question "this isn't the worst that is going to happen right?" "yup Pete, it gets much worse" I responded 

Hi my lovely readers I hope you like it! I can't believe its only 4 minutes long but what whatever