Billie
I texted Finneas on the road and told him everything,he said that he'll find a temporary assistant,because there's a show tomorrow and Tina won't be able to make it there. The doctor forbid Tina walking for a few days.
I was worried about her,she was quiet the whole way home.
"Are you okay love?" I squeezed her hand.
She turned her head to me and smiled slightly. "I'm all good,I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass Billie,I know I'll have to skip a show,I can't even do my job properly,you can cut the skipped days off my salary" She said. Her eyes were sad,the green in them darker.
I pulled her in for a hug. "you're not and never will be a pain in the ass. We'll get a temporary assistant,you just need a rest for now and you'll go back to normal soon. Also,no,I'm not going to cut it off your salary,you do your job perfectly. You are just injured now and that's something you can't control,okay?" I pulled away and looked her in the eyes.
She nodded rapidly and whispered. "thank you for being the way you are"
I smiled. "thank you for coming in my life,Tinatin"
The rest of the way was calm and silent, I called my manager and talked to him about the show tomorrow,he reported that it's starting at 20:15 and is going to have more than 40k people,which was crazy.
We finally arrived back at the hotel in around 40 minutes,the hospital was far from the hotel,which is not good.
"let's go have lunch,you're probably hungry" I whispered in her ear when we entered the hotel,she was in my arms,her legs wrapped around my waist,it was so much easier to carry her in this pose I almost didn't feel the weight.
She didn't respond,just hummed quietly. Being so close with her in a few days made me feel anxious,but it also meant that she was trustworthy and easy going if she managed to make me trust her in such short time.
I sat her down on the seat and jumped onto the couch in front of her. "sooo,what are we ordering?" I am excited as fuck to eat right now because I'm really hungry.
"I'm really hungry,so hopefully something filling" She said,i rang the small bell and a waitress approached us, she was a tall blonde girl with big brown eyes.
"what would you like to order,ladys?"
I looked at Tina,expecting her to order first.
She turned to the waitress and smiled. "I want cheese nuggets and a vegetarian hamburger for appetizer and to drink,some dairy free banana smoothie without sugar"
"okayy,by the way,I love your hair!" She smirked,i chuckled. Tina just nodded blushing. The waitress turned to me and her smirk turned into a simple(most likely fake) smile. "and you,ma'am?"
"a vegan hamburger,French fries for appetizer and apple juice please" She nodded,wrote it down before turning to Tina and whispering something in her ear,Tina smiled and nodded,the girl left with a grin on her face.
"what did she say?" I asked curious and a bit irritated for some reason.
"she asked for my number" she giggled before getting her phone out.
"and you're gonna give it? she's a stranger Tina,give her your Instagram or something" I huffed.
She rolled her eyes. "what can she possibly do with my number? she's just a waitress in a hotel and besides,why wouldn't I? she seems sweet" she said before turning all her attention to her phone and texting somebody.
I didn't say anything,just nodded. My jaw clenched at the thought of them being out together,I started tapping my finger on the table. My eyes started rolling and widening. It's my tics,fuck not now. I closed my eyes and covered my face with my hands.
"are you alr-" she was cut off by the waitress.
I looked at the girl and rolled my eyes. This one wasn't a tic,this was an ick.
"here you go,lady's" she put down the plates and handed Tina her phone with the same irritating smirk on her face. Tina grabbed it and started typing down her number.
I looked away,still tapping my fingers,my leg now bouncing up and down. I hate being jealous, I hate being scared to be replaced,I hate having to admit that I fell for her.
She handed the girl her phone back when she was done,bitch finally left. "finally!" she took the hamburger and bit a big piece of it.
I smiled bitterly sipping the smoothie out of the straw. I don't wanna eat anymore.
"aren't you gonna eat?you were so hungry" Tina looked at me concerned when she noticed that I haven't touched my plate yet.
"I'll order a take out,I don't wanna eat anymore" I said,my head down,my eyes getting watery. I bit my lip hard,bouncing my leg. I sighed heavily,i think I'm having a panic attack,oh no.
"hey hey Billie" Tina grabbed both my hands and looked me in the eyes. "what's going on?are you okay? breath baby" she squeezed my hands. "inhale" she inhaled,I inhaled with her, "exhale" and exhaled. She held my hands until I calmed down and then she asked me softly. "what happened?"
"I-,its.. just an anxiety attack,it happens" I half lied,I couldn't tell her that I was jealous,I would never,I'm not that stupid.
"okay,you're okay now though,aren't you?"
"I'm all good" i smiled,not to upset her. I wasn't okay though,my hands were shaking and i was holding back tears.
"okay,let's get these packed up and go upstairs then"
I got the food packed up while Tina waited in her seat,when i was done,I walked up to her,picked her up and we left.
"damn it's so clean" Tina said when we got in,I lied her down on the bed. She got under the blankets.
"I'm gonna go talk to finneas,call me if you need me okay?my phones on" I said before leaving.
I needed to talk to finneas,my head was full of questions and my anxiety was rising every minute.
