Fucked Up

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The next week was fantastic, but also a little awkward. Taehyung wasn't exactly avoiding me, but he wasn't reaching out either. Jimin said to give him some time. He was at least acknowledging Jimin's presence at the apartment. Jimin and I would see each other after my shift, and he was done with his dance practice. If he was too tired to come over to my place, then we would call each other for a short conversation.

Nari was also giving me space to be with Jimin by staying the night with Jungkook. Jiyoo was on a short vacation but was back in time for Nari's birthday party.

Jiyoo knows that Nari and I don't have the amount of money her family has, so every couple of years, she will host our birthday at her mansion. This year, Nari is turning 25, and Jiyoo wanted another chance at a pool party.

Once again, I am sitting in the chair in Jiyoo's closet, waiting for her to pick out my bathing suit for the evening. Jiyoo, let me keep the bathing suit from the last pool party, but I kindly donated it since I really had no desire to wear it again.

"Here!"

I flinch when I see clothes being thrown my way. I look down at them and quickly change. This time, Jiyoo wasn't chatting away like she usually does. She has been unusually quiet while picking out my suit. I walk over to the mirror and look at myself. The deep purple once piece suit I was wearing was practically a bikini. There was about two inches of fabric going down the middle of my stomach, but it was mesh. It was the only connecting point for the top and bottom. Jiyoo shoves some shorts in my hands as she walks out of her closet. I sigh and follow her out. Jiyoo sits down at her vanity and starts applying her makeup.

I clear my throat, "Jiyoo," I continue even though she doesn't look up at me. "Is something wrong?"

Jiyoo applies lip gloss and rubs her lips together. She stands up and turns to look at me. "Nope." She motions for me to follow her, and we walk out of her room.

"Jiyoo!" Nari and Jungkook meet us at the bottom of the large staircase. Jiyoo and Nari hug each other. "I missed you so much. How was your trip?"

Jiyoo glances at me but quickly gives Nari her full attention. "It was fabulous! I hear it was just as exciting back here, though."

Nari frowns. "What do you mean?"

Jiyoo waves her off. "We can catch up later. Right now, let's get this party started. Guests should start arriving soon."

Jiyoo takes Naris hand and walks off with her. Jungkook gives me a weird look, and I reply with a shrug.

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Jiyoo was right when people would arrive soon. The mansion was full of bodies once again. Music was loud, and the bar was packed. Jungkook was glued to Nari's side. He was showering her with kisses and keeping his hand in hers. Nari, of course, did not mind at all. She even joined a game of volleyball in the pool with him and some other people. Jimin was next to me in the hottub with a glass of water next to him. He needed to get up early for more dance practice, so no drinking for him. I wasn't drinking since he couldn't.

"Hey guys." My eyes go wide as Taehyung sits across from us in the hottub.
"Hey." I say as I give Jimin a quick glance. "Whats up?"

Taehyung sighs. "Nothing really." He scratches the back of his neck. "I just want to say sorry for how I acted last week. I thought about it this last week and realized I was being a bad friend to both of you. I know I can be selfish sometimes, but you were right, Nalia. I should be happy that both of you are happy. I just have one request." I tilt my head curious. "Please dont do as much PDA as Nari and Jungkook. I can only watch two people sucking face so much."

Jimin and I laugh. "I dont think I am into that much PDA." I look at Jimin. "Please don't be that handsy in public, please."

Jimin throws his hands up. "I have to leave something for us, don't I?"

I roll my eye, and I swear I saw Taehyung shiver. I dont want to even think of what went through his mind. Jimin grabs my chin and gives me a peck on the lips. "Was that ok?"

I smile wide. "Yes that will do."

"Well well." Taehyung motions behind us to reveal Jiyoo. "Good job, Nalia. You win."

My stomach sinks. "Jiyoo." I stand up. She wouldn't, would she?

"Good job on the kiss and on not covering yourself up." Jiyoo tilts her head to the side. "So, are you ready to go get drunk now? For your victory, I'll tell the bartender to give you free drinks."

"Jiyoo stop it." My words come out more as a plea.

"Whats the matter, Nalia?" Jiyoo smirks at me and then looks down at Jimin. "Afraid HE will find out?"

Jimin takes my hand. "Nalia what is she talking about?"

I could feel tears filling my eyes. Jimin gives my hand a squeeze, and I glance at him but immediately look back at Jiyoo. Jiyoo crouches down and whispers in my ear.

"Do you want to tell him or me?"

I bite my lip and wip my head to look her in the eye. I slowly shake my head. "Jiyoo please."

Jiyoo smiles and claps as she stands back up. "Of course! I will do anything for my best friend! I mean, you did win the bet."

The worst part wasn't the fact that Jiyoo practically yelled that last sentence. It wasn't even the fact that all eyes were now on me and her. The worst part was hearing the next sentence that came out of Jimin's mouth.

"What bet Nalia?"

My free hand covers my mouth as I look down at Jimin. His eyes were stone cold. No emotion could be seen on his face right now. I can feel his grip on my hand start to weaken. Tears started to fall from my eyes.

"Oh Jiminnie." Jiyoo frowns at him. "It all started right here, actually, in this very hottub. Nalia and I made a bet on who could get a kiss first." Jiyoo walked around and stood behind Taehyung. "Could I get a kiss from Taehyung first? Or....Could Nalia get a kiss from Jimin first?"

The warmth in my hand was gone. Jimin was standing up and making his way out of the hottub. I reach for his hand again, but he pulls it away quickly. He shuts his eyes for a moment and looks at me. He was very good at hiding the pain he was feeling, but I could tell he was hurting. I could see tears starting to form. "I was a bet?"

"Ji-Jimin. I-" I can't even form a complete sentence.

"Hmmm." Jiyoo comes around and puts a hand on my shoulder. "Nalia, did you do extra credit as well?" She eyes Jimin up and down. "Because, from this reaction, I would also BET, that you two have slept together. Nalia is all grown up now. SHe has lost her virginity."

My face was now as wet as my revealing bathing suit. The tears kept coming just from how Jimin was looking at me. I couldn't stand it. "Jimin, can we talk about this?"

Jimin clenched his jaw. "I dont think so, Nalia."

More tears are falling now. "Jimin please. Please let me explain. I forgot about the bet. That night, we talked for hours in your bed? That was when I didn't care about the bet anymore. I care about you." I try to cup his face, but he turns away.

Taehyung shoves me hard. "What the fuck Nalia!" He shoves me again and I catch myself on the side of the hottub. "What is wrong with you? How could you agree to that?"

"I dont know!" I wipe my face with my arm. It did not help me at all. "I didnt think it would bring any harm. I now know how stupid it was but Jimin, please. I dont want to lose you."

Jimin avoids my gaze. Taehyung brings an arm around his friend's shoulders. "Come on Jimin, let's get out of here." Jimin doesnt say anything but gets out of the hottub with Taehyung. I quickly get out and watch them start walking towards the gate.

I walk after them. "Jimin." He doesnt turn around. "Jimin." Still nothing. "Jimin please!" I stomp my foot and look at the ground. Tears fall to the ground now. When I look back up, Taehyung and Jimin are gone. I sit down in the grass and sob. I really fucked up.

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