happy life?!

chapter 4 👮🏻‍♀️

A/N: Hey guys, i'm listening to Sky Fall from Adele while writing this chapter
:) Do u guys like to listen to music while reading/ writing? Xx, let me know 🫶🏻

At the end of Lucy's shift she went to the women's locker room,  she whas so deep in her thoughts that she forgot to go in a stall to change, littel did she know angela whas in the womens locker room as well and saw al of her scars her new ones, her old ones

Angela's pov:
Omg, no, that can't be Lucy. She is always so happy and bright! I have to talk to her.
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Angela: Hey lucy.
Lucy: Oh, hi Angela....
Angela: I saw your scars...
Lucy: What do u mean
Angela: Lucy, you know what i mean, you're self-harm sc...
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Before i could finish, Lucy ran out of the lockers room...
Oh, I hope she won't  hurt herself again
I have to call Bradford
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On the phone whit, Bradford:
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Bradford: Whit Bradford, what do u want?
Angela: Hey, tim
Bradford: Hi BeStIe :)
Angela: ......
Bradford: What's wrong, Ang?
Angela: it's Lucy, I went to the lockers room to change, and Lucy was there, also changing, and i saw her arms,
they were  full of self-harm scars..... and when i talked to her about it, she ran away, and i'm worried that she might hurt herself....
Bradford: Oh, you sure it were self-harm scars?...
Angela: yea, i'm 100% sure. I recognized them from when i did it myself...
Bradford: ange...
Angela: it's fine. It's a long time ago, and we have to focus on Lucy right now! Xx
Bradford: yea, that's right, but i know it's a hard subject for you...
Angela: So what our plan?
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Angela's mind:

I quickly tried to change the subject cause i was getting flasbacks from why i did it, and i didn't wanne start hurting myself again...
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Bradford: ange, you still here
Angela: Yeah, still here.... uh, i'm going on a walk. I may go to lucy
Bradford: Okay, bye BeStIe
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Lucy’s pov:       ⚠️massive TW!⚠️
                            keep healing my luvs 🫶🏻
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I ran out of the station and drove tho the bridge, i was done, and my wings were ready... they were ready for a long time now, but i just couldn't do it, and when i ready to do it, angela talked me out of it, but know she knows it whas me and is probly telling evrybody, so i'm sure today is gonne be my death! But first i had to send my messages...
⚠️END TW!⚠️

To wade grey:

Hey sir,
Thank you for being the dad i never had!
Thank you for always being here for me, but my wings are ready to fly
I'm sorry for doing this, but i'm too tired.
Please take good care of tamara for me! Xx
And give my spot in the LAPD to someone very special! Xxxx
I never told u this, but you mean so much to me, i always looked up to you
Goodbye, sir..
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I read it one more time and clicked on send then it whas Tamara's messages time the hardest to send....
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Hey tamara,
If you're reading this, i'm already gone....
I'm so sorry, luv! 🫶🏻 when i first met you, i hated you for stealing my car, but not for long. Now you, where and always, will be the reason why i stayed for so long, you were the light in my dark life.
I will look at you from the sky, please have the best life ever! Go live whit your freinds or whit wade and Luna, but Before you move in whit your freinds know I will be doing backgrounds checks on evryone from out of the Sky xx I LOVE YOU TAM, and I always will you where my sister, my daughter, my best freind my everything don't ever forget that! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
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Send...
Now I don't really wanne send everyone a tekst, so I will just do it in the group cause how faster i'm gone. How better
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To the group whit: Nolan,tim,nyla and angela in it
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Hey guys, If you're reading this, i'm already gone... I hope you guys know that I'm writing this message with pain in my heart, I love you guys so so so much!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Thank you for always being here for me, but I can't do it anymore... i'm sorry!
I loved working with al of you! Please look after tamara, please make sure she doesn't hurt herself! Love you guys! I will try to make the sky so beautiful as i can 🫶🏻 goodbye
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Send... and then i just jumped, i was lying there, and it was so peaceful the birds, the wind.... and then i just blacked out....

A/N: omg whe hit 200 readers. I'm so thankful for al the reads! 🫶🏻 and this story also reached:

I'm so happy!!! 🥹
When i started writing this story, i thought i would get no where whit it, and now I'm here. It may not seem much for a lot of you guys, but i'm so grateful for al of you guys! 🥹🫶🏻

Okay, questions of the chapter:

1: What's the most reads you ever head?

Mine: 205 🫶🏻

2: Who is your favorite singer?

Mine: adele and dylan (tamara from the rookie)