Recovery Is Really Hard ( Chapter Fifteen)

I have had enough of the fighting...

Wednesday November 20 th 2024

** its now 3 h38 in the morning, Carina is up with Charlotte this time so Maya can get some sleep... and she definitely knows that today she's going to put an end to the kids always fighting with one another.. if it isn't Violet and Giovanni it's Alessandro and Londyn ... or Scarlett and Alessandro... anyhow... she's had enough of this sibling drama so today she's going to take it upon herself to make it stop... several hours later everyone is up and ready to go to school and daycare , they all had Chloe's omelettes for breakfast.. now it's 7h 10 am.. **

Alessandro: why are you walking down the stairs so slowly?
Londyn : uhhh because I don't want to hurt myself while going down the stairs... Alessandro, here I moved to the side of the stairs, gooo down the stairs extremely fast.. you'll see.. if you get hurt it won't be my fault...

Carina: ughhhhhhh ! Why ?

Carina : okay enough OF THE FIGHTING PLEASE I DONT NEED ANY OF THIS RIGHT NOW!!! Babeeeeeee !
Where is she ?

Maya : babe we're back, I went to walk mocha with Charlotte down the block...
Carina: ohhh that's right I forgot you told me that earlier sorry .
Maya : it's okay don't worry...

** they both kissed each other several times in a row and Maya noticed that something happened with her kids towards her wife or with their siblings and she didn't like that at all...**

Maya : What is going on here?

Carina: I don't know... everyone is fighting over I don't even know what... I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE CONSTANT FIGHTING... between them.... and I don't have any energy to intervene because I'm still in severe pain from my stomach surgery and I know I helped Alexandra with the delivery of her baby but I'm a doctor and I'm also a mother but I'm just feeling really overwhelmed right now and seeing our kids fighting over who gets to colour with whatever darn fucking coloured pencils I DON'T CARE ABOUT THIS... what happened to our perfect well behaved children babe ? Where did we go wrong?

7h32 am

Carina: what has been going on with you all lately... the constant fighting between you children is really bothering me and makes me really sad and I'm not even going to say that you all know better because you do know that.. I'm trying to heal myself from my major surgery and I can't do it while my children are constantly fighting so please tell me, tell us what is going on, so we can make sure we can live in perfect harmony again?

Violet and Scarlett: we don't mean to be fighting with each other momma.. you and uncle Andrew have definitely been fighting over things when you were growing up no?

Carina: yes but we weren't fighting every day... which seems to be the case here and I don't know why or what happened because you all seemed so close to each other and it's making me feel really sad like I failed to be a wonderful momma..

Mommy and I have always taught you guys to be happy, gentle and kind and sweet and loving with each other and along with Mommy and I.. so I'm asking you what changed?

The kids: nothing changed ... we're just..... we don't really have an answer for you as to why we are fighting more lately but we do love each other a lot... we just seem to want the same thing at the same time I guess...

Carina: okay... ohhh the bus is almost here.. from now on I'll just ask you to be careful and gentle and sweet with each other and try not to fight... please?

** she couldn't help herself from crying in front of her kids... they knew they screwed up.. they rarely saw Carina cry, only when she was in labour with their next sibling.... Carina was now inconsolable**