Canvas of Fate : A Knitted Odyssey.... 🖤

chapter 48

Perkins Decosta..... karishma repeated to herself , trying to make sense of everything when the doctor arrived and offered them some relief....the patient is still concious her fever had not yet subsided, but she is stable, the fainting was due to an extreme anxiety attack and low sugar levels, likely brought on by everything she had been carrying inside.

Karishma let out a breath she didn't realize she was holding.....Thank you, doctor, she said in a calm tone despite the storm raging within her.

You can meet her in few minutes....the doctor said, offering a small, sympathetic smile before leaving them alone.....

Karishma entered the room where her wife was lying motionless, the sound of the beeping of machines echoed in the room, it was as if everything else was silent and only the machines were in actions , the moment she looked at haseena tears  started to slip down her cheeks, and she wiped them away with the back of her hand, refusing to let her emotions overwhelm her completely.

Karishma took a seat on the stool beside haseena's bed , she couldn’t take her eyes off haseena's face as she looked so peaceful, too peaceful, and that scared karishma more than anything, her legs began to tap nervously against the floor, her anxiety rising with every second.

Taking Haseena’s hand in hers, Karishma brought it to her lips, kissing it over and over again, as if willing her back to life with each touch.

Haseena.....she whispered with a trembling voice.

There was no any response from haseena's side.

Haseena I need you please wake up ,..... karishma said with a voice barely above whisper.

Haseena dekhiye ye jo Mera Dil hai na ye bohot kamjor hai , sab ye samjhte hain ki mai bohot strong hun lekin aap to jaanti hain na ki aisa nhi hai , aap acche se janti hain ki mai bohot weak hun , bohot, aapki ye chupi mere dil se bardasht nhi ho rhi hai, uthiye na haseena please.... Karishma said wiping her tears which were blurring her vision.

Karishma took haseena's left hand and put it inside her shirt , her heart paced faster when haseena's cold hand touched karishma's warm heart.....ye mehsus ho rha hai aapko ?...she asked looking at her , ye meri dhadkan itni tej kyun hai pata hai ? Kyunki Mai bohot dari hui hun , mujhe dar lag rha hai , mai kitna bhi kosis karu calm rehne ki mujhse nhi ho rha , aapne mujhe selfish bana diya hai haseena , bohot selfish, mujhe harwaqt aapki attention chaiye hai ab , aur ye jo aap ignore kar rhi hai na mujhe ye ignorance mujhse bardasht nhi ho rhi.

You have absorbed me completely, and I am no longer me now , i forgot what I use to be or how I use to tackle my loneliness thats because you have kept me away from it since you arrived in my life.......the way you smile at me , the way you look at me , the way you hug me , the way you kiss me , the way you let our body tangle together, the way you put your head on my chest , the way you entwine our fingers , the way your legs play with mine while we lay together , the way you kiss my cheek , the way your lips feels against mine, the way you hold me close to your heart.....you know what all these things does to me , right?....it makes me feel like you have consumed every part of me, not the one third or one fourth but the whole of me , it had aroused a feeling inside me which is beyond calculation.

Mai aapke sath apne jeevan ke bache hue safar pe nikal chuki hun haseena aur akele lautna mujhe aata hi nhi hai....Karishma's sob filled the room as she pressed her face against haseena's hand, her heart burning with a fear she had never known before.

Despite having a family, i felt like an orphan, but the moment you entered my life I got everything, don't make me one now.....I love you haseena , i really do , I love you with everything i have , with everything I am, please come back to me , I can't lose you, not like this.......