The Head Alpha's Widow Beta

THAWB 13

Alexander's POV,

The moment the door closed and we were left alone, I looked at him. He was still glaring at the door but his eyes were getting teary.

"Micheal?" I called him softly. He blinked his tears away like they were never there and looked at me "Are you okay, love?" I kept a hand on his cheek. I could see and feel him leaning into my touch a little and that made me happy.

"I am fine. Let's just get over this marking thing?" He said.

"Are you sure? We can-"

"I told them I will be marked by the end of the day and that's how it shall be. So, get your teeth moving and replacing his fucking mark" 

"You do realize that we will have to complete the process?" I whispered to him. He rolled his eyes as a reply to me like I asked something stupid "Of course I know! This is isn't first time being marked, so do me and yourself a favor and let's get over this before anything else happens"

"I just want you to be su-"

"Alex" it sounded like he was irritated "I might be a child when I was marked for the first time, but now, I am an adult and I know what I want. So, get your teeth and your dick to work" he pinned on the nearest wall making me yelp in surprise and looked right into my eyes as he ordered me "Fucking mark me and the complete the process, Alexander or I am more than happy to ask Xander to do that. I know, he must be clawing to come out and mark me. Mark his mate. Replace the mark of an filthy alpha" he is right... Xander is clawing, he won't hesitate like me.

"I just want to make sure that this mark is consensual and that you are ready. You will have this mark on your neck till you die, Micheal, I just want to be sure you want this mark" 

He sighed when I explained him my reasons and cupped my face "I am sure. Just mark me, Alex, please" I could see desperation in his eyes but there was something more along with desperation in his eyes there was something I couldn't comprehend or more like didn't have enough time "Alex, please. Get me out of this hell..." he whispered against my face as he looked anywhere but at my face.

"There is no backing away now, you are just mine" I pulled him by his neck and sunk my teeth in his neck "AH!!~" he let out a moan that was in pain and pleasure. It felt mostly like pain. It could be because I am replacing a mark? 

I backed away after a good few minutes. I looked at his neck and I would feel a swirl of emotions hit me, but most of them were negative.... Before they could completely hit me, something stopped them.

"Why did you build a wall?!" I almost growled at him. Why is he trying to stop me from getting to his emotions? Did I do something wrong?

"Sorry, it will take me some time to let my wall and guard down. It's been years that I have always kept him up. It happens before I know it. Give me some time" he said in between his pants. I just nodded in understand because there isn't much I could tell, he needs his time...

"Let's complete the process?" He asked. I didn't nod, I just pulled him in the most passionate kiss he has ever felt.