The Head Alpha's Widow Beta

THAWB 22

Alexander's POV

After the ridiculous luna left with her future head alpha, Dad, Micheal and I were sitting in the pack house and discussing on what do to next.

"Are you really going to go according to her plan?" dad asked Micheal.

"No way in hell am I going to do anything she wants me to do" Micheal rolled his eyes and I sighed in relief. I don't want her or her pack near my mate, this was the last time she would ever be near my mate.

"She hates and would do anything to cause me misery" Micheal rested his back on the couch and looked at me "You can relax. I am not even considering her stupid plan"

"But what if you do?" dad said. We snapped our heads to look at him like he is an idiot, maybe he is.

"Did you not hear what he said?!"

"I heard it loud and clear, Alex, but I also know that she knows that he won't accept her plan"

"No" Micheal objected and there was a look on his face, the same look he had that made everyone scared "She think I would accept it because she knows that I have no other way to get rid of my parents"

"So, what are you planning to do?" I asked. I need to know what he is planning to do. I want to make sure he is safe and sound.

He stood up without answering me and started walking towards the door. He kept his hand on the door knob "Alex, pack your bags. We are leaving" and he left.

I turned to dad for an explanation but seems like he doesn't know either. I got up from the couch and followed him to his room–his things are still in there–and locked the door behind me when I entered the room.

"We need to talk" I eyed him walking around the room and packing his bag.

"About what?" 

"Micheal, we need to talk!"

He threw the cloth he had in his hand on the bed and turned to face me–he was glaring at me but same diff.

"Just do as I say" his voice was cold.

"I am not the pack members whom you would order and I would follow without question, Micheal. I am your mate" I almost growled at him, alpha pride problem sadly.

"Yes, you are my mate and that's the only reason I am taking you. Don't make me leave you alone here and go for whatever the fuck I was planning for"

I stepped closer to him "I won't let you go. I will tie you somewhere if I have to" I stood in front of him, almost hovering him.

He rolled his eyes and turned around.

"You wouldn't tie me"

I wrapped my hands around his waist and took in his scent "And why do you think that?" I kissed his neck. The kisses were gently, nothing that would make either of us hot and heavy but he stiffened.

"Because you don't want to hurt me"

"I am tying you down not hitting you"

"There is a reason I like hold you when we have sex" he said in a small voice.

"You can tell me anything, Micheal" I whispered in his ears. 

I looked at his hands and saw them shaking–a bit–so I held them gently and tangled our fingers.

"It's better if you don't know somethings. You will get angry and there is no point. The one you should be angry at is dead" he said while looking at our hands. He was nervous because his palms were sweating.

"Okay" I said in the softest voice I could muster and saw our hands as he played with my skin and fingers "Don't tell what happened but at least tell me what you are planning"

"I can't. You will see it tomorrow" before I could ask anything, he turned his face to look at me and looked at me with the most vulnerable look I have seen on his face "Please don't ask why. At least this time I am taking you when I am going somewhere"

I nodded because I agreed with him, he never takes anyone with him and I don't know why. He is the beta of the pack, he is surrounded with a lot of people who cares for him and whom he cares for but he always looked so lonely. 

I guess, it's true. No matter how many people you are surrounded with, you can still feel lonely.