The Head Alpha's Widow Beta

THAWB 19

Micheal's POV

It's fucking frustrating that my parents have found me and want me back but what is more frustrating that Alex won't keep his mouth shut. We are in his room to have a talk about whatever he wanted and for me to calm down with his scent so that I don't go around and kill people. 

"Alex, for the last time, you don't a lot of shits. I only gave you a hint of my life story. I never told you all the things in detail. And that is the reason why I am not allowing you talk to them, just in case you say something stupid" 

"I won't say anything stupi-"

"How much do you even know them, Alex? How long have you known them? Did you even know they existed before my parents came? Hell, you didn't even know that I killed your uncle, Alex" he looked at me with a straight face but his eyes held emotions, too many for me to actually know what he is feeling.

"I am sorry, Micheal" he said in a soft voice. His head immediately went down as he apologized to me. It's like he is the a child and I am a mother who caught my son doing stupids shits and then he is guilty.

I roll my eyes and held his hand with a sigh. He looked at me with soft yet sad eyes.

"I know you want to protect me, those are your primal instincts but I can protect myself. I haven't come this far as the beta of the pack by someone protecting me, Alex"

"I know... But I have the urge to protect you! I don't want you to get hurt, Micheal. Yesterday, when you were crying your heart out, it hurt. Everything in me was hurting because I was not there to protect when you were going all those things-which I don't even know-and I don't want you to feel like that every again" he pouted. He looked adorable.

I smiled softly and cupped his cheek with my left hand. He leaned me in my touch and pecked my palm. He is strong and tough, but in reality, he is just a small baby who would do anything for his loved ones. I love that he cares for me so much and I really hoped that he was a little older so that he would have found me earlier, but right now, I can take care of myself. It's too late, but I think we can manage.

"I know, Alex. But you have to understand that I can take care of myself. I am not saying, don't be there, be there but you have to let me handle them, Alex. I know them. You don't" I tried to explain him once again. He can become a very unreasonable child sometimes.

"Okay" He pouted and hugged me. I hugged him back the thoughts of what could happen tomorrow is scaring me. His hold around me gets tighter, so tight that it's going to leave marks.

"You know, that I can hear your thoughts, right?" he whispered in my ears.

"I forgot.... Sorry..." 

"You don't have to apologize for everything, Micheal" he started kissing my nape. It feels so good.

"You can relax. I will listen to you and stay there and act mute" I sighed in relief and leaned into his hug.

"Thank you" I whispered moan in his ears when his hands went down to my ass.