IT'S US!❤(EDITING)

BTLO5Y: This Passion💝

Passion, which always keeps you going, live with it, produce it, conquer it.
~Shefali

Anika was in Shivaay's arms her crying is not making things easy for him, he doesn't know what to say, she is absolutely correct on her part. Yes he is sorry for his deeds he said this numerous times to her, what should he do to stop her from crying. He broke the hug, looked at her face, it was all red, wet and swelling, her eyes were heavy, he cleaned her face with his hands and brushed her hair, fixing them. She looked down, at her hands when he held them and said making her look at him

Shivaay: I got scared
Anika listened to him

Shivaay: When Randeep told us that, Rudra is in jail in the charges of drunk and drive all negative thoughts started coming in my mind he is not aware of what might be the consequences if Randeep didn't help him and let him come out of the jail do you remember I told him that if he can't manage himself for us then he should start managing himself for Bhavya?

Anika nodded

Shivaay: It came out of my mouth because I used to feel this very often

Anika frowns

Shivaay: Anika it's been 3 years we are together and there are so many incidences which made me scared to death, there was a time when I was always in this fear that I'll pick up the phone and there will be some negative news about you, I was so scared, every time I visit temple I always pray to keep you safe happy and healthy because you are my weakness and strength too I can't let anything happened to you and whatever happened that day, my fear over powered my mind and I thought to talk to you about leaving your job

Anika didn't react, because she doesn't know how to react to this, her job is her identity and Shivaay is the reason she is living she can't choose between them. She panicked

Anika: What are you.....

Shivaay: Shh shh calm down, just calm down and listen to me

He can see the worry over her face, he continued

Shivaay: I absolutely have no guts to tell you to leave your job it would be so wrong on so many terms but that day I became selfish and thought to talk to you but it happened well that you already left to Mussoorie this was the only reason that I wasn't reacting to your thoughts because I myself was so messed up battling with my mind and heart I was not able to understand, is it right to say to you or not, but after you left I got time to think about every circumstance which may come in future and reached to the conclusion

Anika's heart raced, he can't leave her and she can't leave her job, God what is happening? Shivaay cupped her face with love and said

Shivaay: These days when you weren't by side my side, I realised that it would be impossible for me to live without you I would prefer to die rather than living away from you, also whatever you are today is because of your job and your uniform I can't snatch that from you, like always whenever a storm came in front of us, we fought with it being together and every time it was our win and this time too we should win

Anika cried silently and tears escaped from his eyes too, he joined his head with her and said

Shivaay: Even if death is written in either of our destiny it will be peaceful if we will be by each other's side, I just want you, only you

Anika sobbed loud and hugged his with a jerk, he lost his balance but took the support of the mattress and stayed. He slowly wrapped her in his arms, she said while crying

Anika: Just hug me tight, as tight as possible

Her wish, his command, he did the same pulling her more towards him.