This is my Life

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

It's been two months since we started dating and everything has been the same. I still feel the same way as in the beginning for Calvin. I still jump when he texts me and I still feel infinite when we kiss. My life was perfect. A little too perfect. I knew something bad was going to happen. And I was preparing for it... For the down fall. I woke up on Friday with an unsettling feeling in my stomach. 'Brush it off, it's probably nothing.' I say to myself. I walked into lunch hand in hand with Calvin. He made a lot more friends here than just Zach, Elle, and I. He was basically almost friends with the whole school. Zach and Dustin were the only people that Calvin was close to though. He almost told them everything.

"Yeah, sure." Elle says as she was taking a bite off her pizza. "Okay, cool, so we'll see the movie Spring Breakers tonight at seven-twenty!" I say smiling. "Girls night out!" Elle paused "Only us, right?" "Yes, only the best." I say nudging her elbow. We giggled and started watching Zach, Calvin, and Dustin throw the football around.

I got home the usual time, ran upstairs into my bedroom, and grabbed my laptop and started playing Sleeping With Sirens. A text message came across my screen with the name Dustin across the top. 'Why is he texting me, we never talk.' I thought. 'Hey... What's up?' He asked. 'Oh you know just listening to some music.' I reply back still confused with all of this. 'Can I tell you something?' Dustin questioned me. 'Yeah sure' Those five minutes felt like an eternity. 'I don't think you and Calvin are going to last.' 'Nothing lasts forever.' I say to him. 'Well what i'm trying to say is that um... It's over.' Staring at those words "It's over" stuck to my brain like glue. "I thought he was better than this... I thought he would actually break up with me to my face!" I scream. I fell hard onto my bed and stared at the ceiling. I didn't cry though. What was there to cry about? There wasn't. I felt nothing, I was numb.