TW: body dysphoria, smut
TOMS POV:
Ever since melody's suicide attempt my whole feelings have changed for her, i no longer see her as the angry, selfish, bitch of a girl. I now really she was just struggling and i feel like shit. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say or act, i just want to help her but somethings holding me back. I'm not sure what's holding me back but there's no time for me to overthink my feelings, melody needs my help.I go to melodys room and i softly knock. "Mel? Can i come in?" She opens the door, she's still in her pjs, i look down into her eyes. She look so tired and fragile, i lean against the door frame as i speak up. "You okay?" She nods. "You want any breakfast?" I ask quietly, almost scared to ruin the peaceful silence. "Uh, yeah please." She says, her voice is raspy and weak. "Honey on toast? Your favourite? I'll try and make it as best as i can." I say almost desperately, i want to make her feel better, she smiles softly which makes me smile, her smile is adorable. Especially when her dimples show, it makes me feel all bubbly inside. "Uh, thanks tom..." i smile at her as i put my hands in my pockets. "No problem, I'll call you down in a few minutes." I smile at her before turning away and heading to the kitchen.
MELODYS POV:
I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling, ever since my attempt I've went numb and exposed but I've felt a new connection between me and Tom, new intimacy? Im not sure what it is but im scared. I hear a knock on the door and toms soft voice, i get up and I open the door, he looks down and me and his expression softens, he can tell im tired. I look up at him as he leans against the door frame. "You okay?" He asks, i just nod, im not in the mood for talking. The silence is peaceful. "You want any breakfast?" He asks me almost whispering. "Uh, yeah please." I reply, my voice raspy and weak from the lack of use. "Honey on toast? Your favourite? I'll try and make it as best as i can." Tom says, his desperation makes smile, i can see how much he's trying to make me feel better. Tom mirrors my smile. "Uh, thanks tom..." he puts his hands in his pockets as he smiles down at me. "No problem, I'll call you down in a few minutes." He flashes a smile at me before going downstairs, my eyes linger on him for a second longer before i close my door and get changed.TOMS POV:
I try to focus on trying to make the honey on toast as best as i can make it. I call melody down and i see her come down in a black top with long sleeves, shorts with tights and the cutesy shoes ever.i feel my stomach flutter and i feel my face heat up as i can't take my eyes off her. I mentally slap myself and force my eyes to look away. "I tried my best...hope you like it." I smile softly, she sits down and she starts to eat, i grab myself some cereal as I sit down opposite her on the island. "You didn't make yourself anything nice?" Melody asks. "Oh, nah, it's okay though." I reply as i eat my breakfast. "Alright then, this is good toast." She says softly. "Thanks, i made it nice for you.....so, you wanna go swimming today?" I look up at her. "Swimming?", "yeah swimming, at the beach or we can just go in the pool, it's a pretty hot day today, i think it'll be nice." She looks down. "Uh...sure tom." I was about to burst into a wide grin before i hold back into a small smile. "Great, i just need to do some things before we swim." I quickly finish my cereal before i get up.
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HER BODYGUARD ~ tom kaulitz
RomanceMelody bates is a 18 year old girl who lives in Germany, her father is a well known man for his involvement in the mafia and he is extremely wealthy. Tom kaulitz, former guitarist of the forgotten band Tokio hotel is hired for the concern and protec...