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Nat pov

Y/n has been out cold in the medbay for a week straight. The tower felt oddly quiet. No one was ever in the mood to talk. Y/n's health had taken a toll on all of us all together. 

Every day became a routine. 

Tony had me on a mission standby. He wouldn't give me any missions to go on until I proved I was capable of completing them properly. After returning from a mission empty-handed, he gave me that sentence because I had been distracted the whole time. 

Which was definitely true. I couldn't stop thinking about y/n.

I would wake up, skip breakfast until Clint made me eat something, and sit with y/n, fall asleep in y/n's room until Clint would wake me up and take me to my room. Then the cycle would repeat.

And every day I cross my fingers hoping that the cycle breaks with y/n waking up. 

y/n pov

I can't escape it. I'm stuck in a neverending nightmare. 

I'm on a loop and I can't break it. 

I'm beat every day, and even in my dreams, it is just how my uncle does it. 

I want to get out of my head. I'm in a prison built from my twisted thoughts. Chained to the memories in my head. I need to get out. 

I can't get out. 

I sit in my mind's dungeon and think of how angry I am at Nat and Peter. I think how if they hadn't found me, I would've been free, free of all my pain and torture, instead, they have locked me up in prison of my thoughts. And if I ever get out of this nightmare, I will never forgive them for doing this to me. 

a/n 

this is a filler chapter but I'll publish it w a follow up so dw 

but anyways let me give yall the scoop

I'm jsp i have no scoop i have no life sooooo anyways i hate school i hate waking up early and i already have so much hw guys ima kms 

anyways i made some friends, i made varsity tennis, I'm doing the lights for my schools play, guys high school is working out for me

hopefully it stays like that

butttt how have my honey bunches of oats been???

tell me everything anything i wanna know what yall have been up to and if yall are ok 

if ur response to that is no, then text me honeys I'm always available if u ever need someone to talk to

i love talking guys so if yall js wanna yap w me i will take that too🤪😽🥰😘😙😚😏😜

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