Unexpected Love

chapter 20 I'll always remember you

JAXON'S POV;

*"i love you baby, you are so f**king breath taking" i whisper to june. She giggles. "Now will you help me undress from this suffocating wedding dress" she lets out a huff. I chuckle and turn her back to me. My hands slip on her back. I trace it till i reach the zipper of her dress. I slowly unzip her dress. She steps out of it and turns around facing me. A pleased smile settles on her beautiful face. She stands there in a white lingerie, her chest, her nipples all perky and ready for me. "You know i waited for a long time, to have your touch, to feel you, to see you make love to me" she says. I smile. She hugs me tightly. "I love you so much jaxon" she says. I wrap my arms around her. "I love you too il mio cuore" i say, i lean down and kiss her passionately. I take her to bed and lay her down. We keep kissing each other passionately, savouring each other's taste, i slip my tongue inside her teasing her with it. Her tongue comes in contact with mine and my heart explodes out of ecstasy. She tastes so sweet and warm. Her lips open and my tongue licks her whole mouth. She sucks my upper lips and i grind against her. We pull away after that hot kiss. I look down at her and undress her. There are so many scars on my body. All faint ones and fresh ones. My eyes soften but wrath rages through me thinking of killing the person who hurt her. "It's ok" she whispers. "I deserved it" she adds with tears flowing down her eyes. "Jaxon why did you leave me, am i not that worth for someone to keep me. Am I a burden for everyone, including you. I let them hurt me" she says softly. My eyes water. Slowly she smiles and kisses me softly.*
DREAM OVER

I wake up immediately due to that dream. F**k i miss my tesoro. My Angel. Does she miss me? What was that dream about? I'm freaking insane for leaving her there where i know she is not happy. But soon i'll be there with you tesoro. I glance at the time and it's 04:30am. I grab my phone and dial my best friend's number. After a few rings he picks it up.

"Hello, what happened bro?" He asks in his sleepy voice. "Get up, get ready" i state while yawning. "What the f**k. It's just four thirty in the morning. Bro are you out of your mind" he huffs. "We have so many works to do today. Get your butt up and be here before breakfast" i state and hang up.

I rub my eyes and get out of my bed. I walk to the bathroom and do my business. After brushing my teeth and washing my face, i come out. My room is still dark and cold. I wonder what my tesoro is doing. I quickly grab my phone and send her a text.

JAXON- Hey my tesoro. Good morning. How are you baby ? I miss you so much tesoro. I have a surprise for you but it might take a little time to get it to you. I hope you will like that surprise baby. P.s i dreamt of you today baby. It was us on wedding night. I was happy when i woke up to that dream my love. Maybe one day that dream could be real. Text me as soon as you see this baby. Take care. ♥❤𖣔

I sigh and walk out of my room. I take the steps and get down. My workers won't be there until seven. I go to the kitchen and drink some water, and go to the coffee maker. I make myself some coffee but got interupted by the door bell. I grab my gun from my behind and walk to the door with it. I aim my gun at that person but then i sigh as i see it is dante. His eyes widen, "what the f**k bro, is this how you treat your friend a good morning" he rolls his eyes and pushes past me.

"I hope coffee is ready" he states and walks into the kitchen. "Make your own coffee" i state and pour some in my cup. He pours himself one cup and we sit down at the kitchen table. "So what is it? You called me so early" he asks.

We began to talk about business, since we found out the rat and took down the russian mafia, we are free and there is no war, because everyone were against the russian mafia for its human trafficing, and too much drugs. No mafia was against me but against russians.

"So what do you wanna do now?" He asks. "Well i am going back to india and you will be coming with me" i state look down at my coffee cup. "Why india?" He asks with a smirk. "Because my mother" i lie. "Or is it because of you know, your Angel" he smirks. "If you say another word, i won't mind putting a bullet in between your eyes" i state. "Fine but i wanna meet my sissy in law, so why not i'd love to go with you" he scoffs. "Ok i'll be leaving next week. So pack your bags, we will be working from there" i say. He nods his head.

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Today has been a long day. I worked my whole ass off today but i don't mind it because i am used to it, and pain feels so good. I am in the car going back to my mansion. "F**k bro, all my hands and legs feel like they are broken" he hisses. "Yeah yeah" i roll my eyes.

I check my phone and see no messages from my tesoro. Maybe she is busy. I tried calling her but no response. I miss my baby.

We reach home and with temper i storm to my bedroom. F**k why isn't she texting me back.

There is a knock on the door. "WHAT" i shout. "Bro it's me, should i go home or crash here?" He asks "DO WHATEVER YOU WANT DANTE" i shout. "Ok what is wrong with you?" He asks. I ignore him and sit in the darkness. My room is always cold.

A while later, I got up and walked out of my bedroom. All the lights are off. I go to the bar and grab the vodka. I open the bottle and drown down the alcohol, my mind drifts to my angel. I can imagine how beautiful she would look in a white wedding dress. How her face would look covered in a veil waiting for me to open it and look at her. I wonder how she looks when she is naked. The most beautiful girl i've ever laid eyes on. I want to do nothing but get on my knees and show her how much i love her. I want to love her, worship her body and give her the world only to see her smile, and look at the happiness written all over her face.

But f**k will she love a f**ked man like me? I chuckle out of sadness. I know i fell hard for her. She deserves it. My love. Will she run away from me when i tell her what i actually do. F**k. My angel. I am in love with you june.

I grab another bottle, but a hand stops me. "Bro come on you are drunk" dante says. I chuckle "i am drunk in love with her" i am slurry. "June is her name. Such a beautiful name for her. You should see her, she is made out of pure innocence and beauty" i say as he walks up to my room. "She is all i want" i say as he drops me on my bed. "Ok bro i understand your feelings for her, but now sleep" he states. I close my eyes and immediately drift off to sleep dreaming of my girl.