Religion is a door to enter God's kingdom but today religious environment is transforming into a psycho-religious environment.
Sometimes while living in a religious environment, I personally experienced that Nuns become psycho and it happens due to mismanagement or hasty attitude.
Throughout the time, their weird attitude, criticism, and shortsightedness make them psycho and they forget to use their own sense. They become the prey of improper thoughts in their heads that "I am not good enough or not able to do something good". Even they create negative assumptions about others and their intents. They compare their selves negatively with others. They become pessimists, thrive on worry, and always anticipate things going wrong even when things are going right for them. Nothing can bring a smile to their face. They always imagine that everything will go wrong.
They complain a lot and thereby bring in a lot of unpleasantness. They have an inner belief that the whole world is up against them. They can complain about several issues.
They face the possibility of more fear, discomfort, challenges, or failure. That is why they are never able to try out new experiences and are generally caught up in a dull zone.
Especially they feel psycho when they are right but proved as wrong. And then they become like "a honey tongue and a heart of gall".
They become psycho as smile and anger come at the same time.
They become psycho in a religious environment when someone behaves impatiently and impolitely for her or his job.
New-comers or aspirants are extremely disappointed with the present situation regarding Nuns' life. Many questions are raised in their minds which they want to ask but it is not allowed and if they courage then they are proven as wrong, extra intelligent, and negative minded.
So in this situation, they prefer to be silent and become psycho as a present Nun.

YOU ARE READING
Nun for None
Non-Fiction"Nun for None", presents the endless perceptions and meaningful thoughts of the author, who herself spent a few years in religious life for nothing. Behind the doors, the shadows of the Nuns are mostly dark, scary, and miserable. Nothing wrong is h...