Unspoken Lyrics | Huh Yunjin x Female Reader

Part 4

"Good morning guys", you said cheerfully as you entered your dorm, both hands packed with coffee cups," I've brought you all your go to orders from the coffee shop down the street".

The girls rushed towards you to help you.

"Oh wow, thank you", Sakura answered for all of them.

You could sense that they were a bit wary around you.
Probably because of the lunch time yesterday. You still felt bad about it. It wasn't your intention to be weird towards them but your anxiety blinded you completely.

"I just wanna apologize for yesterday and for the past few days. I know that I was an asshole to you guys and there's no real apology to make up for that. But I want to explain myself", you started to make your speech and your gaze drifted towards Yunjin who smiled and gave you a nod to continue,

"Well, I'm going to start this matter of factly. I have severe anxiety and a panic disorder plus depression but I always feel them in waves. I don't have them for a period of time and then I suddenly feel them again which was the case for the last few days.
I don't even understand how they work. I don't know if there was a trigger for that, maybe the preparations for the end-of-year-shows are more nerve-wracking than I thought they would be. However, this is no excuse for me to be a complete asshole towards you when all you do is care about me. So I'm extremely sorry that you had to experience that on the first hand".

"Aww, Y/n, you don't have to apologize for that. I'm so glad that you shared this part of your life with us", Chaewon stated.

Eunchae walked towards you and threw her arms around your neck:
"Just know that we're always there for you, if you need us. Never apologize for something that is out of your control. We love you so much".

"Yeah, now we can understand why you were that way in the first place. We don't hold any grudges. I promise you that", Kazuha said while joining the hug.

Afterwards Chaewon, Sakura and Yunjin followed Kazuha's lead and made the group hug complete.

"Thank goodness, I really don't know what I would have done without you. I promise you that I will be more open about myself since I really love you guys", you hugged them even tighter.

——
"Y/n, you caught up. I'm so glad that you're back", your dance instructor said with a satisfied smile.

The girls smiled at you too and your dance practice continued to go into full power mode.

The training session ended, so your managers assembled you and your members for a short meeting since they had news for you all.

"I'm so proud of you guys. You're doing an amazing job. I know that you're really busy but the producers for the end-of-year show want to let you have a collaboration stage with other idols. You can also say no if you think that's too much", your manager explained the situation.

—
And that's how you got into the current situation. You knew that you could've said no but you didn't wanna miss this opportunity.

You have never collaborated with anyone, so now you were even more thankful that you got to do this collaboration stage with Kazuha and Shin Ryujin from Itzy.

Eunchae got to collaborate with Itzy's Shin Yuna.

Chaewon and Choi Lia were going to sing a duet together and Sakura and Yunjin collaborated with Hwang Yeji and Lee Chaeryeong.

You all enjoyed this opportunity even though you had more to learn.

Thankfully, Ryujin, Kazuha and you connected so well since the first meeting. You were doing a cover of the song 'My House' by 2pm.

"Who would have thought that we get to do a cover of this song. Honestly, I can't help but chuckle at the thought of it. Three girls who are obviously very gay, doing a cover of this iconic song. Okay I'm making assumptions here. I don't know if Kazuha and Ryujin are gay. They never said anything but I have my gaydar and it's going wild when I look at the both of them", you thought to yourself as you sat down on the dance floor.

"Should we continue to practice?", Ryujin asked the both of you.

So you three got to work.

——

Right now, you were in the practice room with the members of Itzy. It was the final practice before you had your performances tomorrow. Everyone was excited and the atmosphere was filled with laughter but also tension.

You were sitting on the floor to catch your breath. Lia and Chaewon were singing their song together. You were absolutely in awe. The way their voices sounded together was heavenly. You weren't a bad singer yourself but there was just something special about their voices which you could have never achieved through practice.

They hit their last note and everyone applauded them, full in awe.

"Wow, that was heavenly ", you said as Lia and Chaewon hugged each other, smiling from head to toe.

Now it was time for the practice performance of Yunjin, Sakura, Chaeryeong and Yeji.

They were not even in their performance outfits but they still looked amazing. You could feel the way they were already in their element.

The music started and your eyes immediately drifted towards Yunjin.

You knew that the choreography of the song 'Something' by Girlsday was really sexy but you still had to take a deep breath.

Something shifted after Yunjin helped you through the panic attack. You still remembered her lips from the day in your studio. The image of them didn't leave your mind since then.

Your eyes were fixed on her. On every move she made. You felt the warmth spread in your lower stomach.

"Fuck. That is not good", you thought.

You tried to look away but suddenly you were making eye contact with the person of your thoughts.

"Holy shit. That is not happening. Does she even know what she's doing?", you full on gay panicked in your thoughts.

However, she didn't move her eyes away from you. Instead she held your gaze until the end of the performance.

You quickly looked away and cleared your throat, trying to make a sense of what had just happened.

—
Yunjin POV

While Yunjin was dancing she felt some eyes on her. Of course it was normal for people to watch her performance but those eyes felt different. They felt like they were piercing through her soul and burning her from inside out.

She wanted to know whose eyes they were and immediately found them.

They were Y/n's eyes.

She had already suspected it but it still shook her through her core. The last time she felt such burning eyes was the day she had guided Y/n through her panic attack.

Yunjin held her gaze since she felt like those eyes were pulling her in. She could sense the lust and darkness Y/n's eyes held. Yunjin felt her stomach turn.

Something changed between the two of them since that day in the studio.

They were always searching for each other's eyes. Mostly because Y/n initiated the eye contact and Yunjin simply reciprocated.

Yunjin didn't suspect much though. She felt like it was fun to flirt a bit. Simply two friends teasing each other.

The performance ended and Y/n turned her gaze away from Yunjin's.

Yunjin walked towards Y/n, Kazuha and Ryujin.
"And how was it? Did you guys enjoy our performance?", Yunjin asked into the round but her eyes were directed towards Y/n.

"Yeah,you guys were great. You did an amazing job", Y/n tried to say nonchalantly but her red cheeks gave her away.

Yunjin chuckled. She was definitely enjoying the reaction Y/n had towards her.