You couldn't sleep the whole night. Your thoughts were raising around one person the goddamn time.
You just couldn't stop thinking about her.
And not just because of the information you received through truth or dare, but also because you just wished for her attention.
The same way as the night in your studio.
You wished for her warmth. The way her hands made you feel. The hug which healed you from all the darkness in the world.
"Hey guys, I'm going to the gym and afterwards I'll be writing some more music. So don't wait for me", you let the other girls in the kitchen know while putting on your shoes.
"Okay but don't write only dirty songs", Yunjin joked.
"Ha-Ha", you laughed sarcastically and threw her your finger.
"Love you too, mwah".
You left the dorm and made your way to the gym.
"I really need to get off some steam".
After you finished your workout, you showered and then made your way to your studio.
The ideas were just floating through your mind.
"Okay, let's start".
You played around on your piano and a little bit later, you finally composed a melody which you liked.
"How can I start my song?", you mumbled.
Why do I do this?
Why am I thinking about you?
The way you looked at me that day
I cannot seem to forget you.
I still remember the waves
the coldness which surrounded me
But suddenly, your hands reached out to me
You looked me in the eyes
and since then, I can only think of your light.
I don't know what has gotten into me
but since that day, you shine so bright:
So bright, so bright, so fucking bright
I don't know what to do.
....
"Fuck. Am I really writing a song about her?".
Two weeks later
Yunjin POV
"Guys do you know where Y/n is? I really need to show her something..", Yunjin asked Kkura.
Lately, Yunjin felt like Y/n has been quite distant to her.
She knew that Y/n had never been quite an affectionate person but it still felt weird.
I'm worried that she's going through another one of her panic attacks and she's just not saying anything..
"Ehh, this morning she told me that she's going to the studio again. I guess she's feeling horny ㄱㄱㄱ. No I'm kidding about the last part but who knows? She's practically living in there", Kkura wondered, but still continued to cut the onions.
"Okay, I'm going to look for her. I'll be back in an hour or so".
Kkura was right, you could say that Y/n has been living in her studio. Every morning was the same.
Y/n woke up, announced that she was going to her studio and sometimes also to the gym, she always came home pretty late and then went to her room. It was always the same.
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