Unspoken Lyrics | Huh Yunjin x Female Reader

Part 17

Y/n POV

The past few days, you had been ignoring Yunjin.

It certainly wasn't fortunate that you were in the middle of your comeback week which meant that you had to interact with Yunjin like nothing had happened.

But behind the scenes, things were different. Yunjin wasn't talking to you because she didn't know if that was an appropriate way to approach you.

She still thought about her words which obviously hurt you, even though she didn't exactly know why. She had her presumptions tho.

You on the other hand didn't know why you were ignoring her.

It wasn't like the two of you were an exclusive couple and you knew that. But hearing those words come from her mouth still hit you deep in the heart.

Now, the only solution you could think of was to ignore her, like you always did when things got a little messy.

You were currently in your waiting room. The atmosphere was tense - even the members could sense that something was off. No one said a word. You were on your phone while Yunjin pretended to read something, she hadn't turned a page in over 30 minutes.

The others exchanged glances at the situation until finally, Eunchae broke the silence.

"Yah, what's going on with you two? You're acting like a married couple.."

You looked up from your phone and looked at the maknae who seemed to be frustrated about the situation.

You understood why though. It wasn't okay of you to be so ignorant about it. Your comebacks were supposed to be fun and not full of unsaid comments.

And even though you understood their feelings, you didn't say anything about it.

It wasn't the best timing to have this conversation with Yunjin in front of your members.

So, you walked out of the waiting room into the hallway of Inkigayo, to not mess things up even more.

"Am I really going to have this conversation with her? But then things are going to get awkward if she's not reciprocating my feelings and she's definitely not going to do that... Oh my. Why did I have to catch feelings? Why can't I just appreciate the fact that I get to kiss her? Why do I always want more??"

After thirty minutes, you walked back to your waiting room because you had to go on stage soon.

The members didn't even look at you as you walked in.

"Oh, I definitely fucked things up".

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You had finished your first week of promotions with a heavy heart and you knew that the members felt the same way.

Normally, you would have celebrated the first week but this time, everyone went their separate ways and retrieved back into their rooms.

It was nighttime and everyone was asleep, so you went into the kitchen to grab something to eat.

You hadn't been eating as good as usual. This whole heartache had wrecked your appetite.

You knew that you were physically in the kitchen but mentally, you weren't present.

You thought that maybe time would help you to forget your feelings but right now, time seemed cruel - stretching endlessly, each minute a reminder of what was missing.

You believed that you were going to be okay with the arrangement, that you could keep it casual but the image of Yeonjun's hands on her lower back burned itself into your mind - you just wanted to forget about that.