O2L

Chapter 19

*Luke's POV*

In the middle of the night I feel this movement in my arms and I wake up looking at Julie. She's tossing in her sleep, so I wake her up and she jolts up.

"Julie are you okay? It looked like you were having a bad dream." I asked running my fingers through her hair to try and calm her down.

"Yeah it was a bad dream. Please don't leave me." She says hiding in my chest and I pull her closer wrapping my arm around her and strokes her hair.

"Never baby. I'm not gonna leave you unless you tell me to leave." I say and she kisses my chest making me smile.

She soon falls back asleep and I fall asleep with her.

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Hears a noise and thinks I'm pulling Julie closer but when I do I don't feel anything. I pout and opens my eyes to see where she is. I sit up and sees the boys and her playing FIFA then looks at the score.

"Bam bitches suck it!!" Julie says and I giggle at her.

"How did you win? I was winning." Ashton says and she giggles shrugging her shoulders.

We make eye contact and I smile at her. She gets up and comes over to be and sits on my lap.

"Baby I'm laying down you still wanna sit on my lap?" I ask her grabbing her hips.

"Yup sleepy head." She says giggling at me then the guys look at us and I notice.

"What guys?" I ask looking at them.

"You called her baby. I'm just confused." Michael says.

"He asked me out and I said yes so we're dating. Is that a problem??" She asks looking kinda nervous.

"No not at all don't let Michael scare you. He just likes scaring people. We're happy that you two are dating we've been waiting for a long time for you two to start dating." Ashton says.

She giggles and says "Aww thanks Ash"

I slide my hand a little in her shirt and starts rubbing her bare skin and she giggles.

"What does that tickle?" I ask and she nods her head yes, so I start tickling her and she starts squirming trying to get out of my grasp.

She gets out of my grasp and I pout. She giggles at me and kisses me and I kiss her back then the guys start aww'ing at us and she pulls away.

Her phone dings and she gets up to see who it is. She reads the text and she just stands there frozen in place. I stand up and goes to her and looks at her.

"You okay?" I ask and she shakes her head no walking away going upstairs and I follow her. She goes to my room and I walk in after her. I see her curled up in a ball and hears her sniffing. I go to my bed and lays next to her.

"Please tell me what's wrong" I say with a soft voice and she hands me her phone opened too the text message so I read it.

I start getting mad and tightens my grip on her and say "they don't know what they're talking about don't listen to them babe. You're none of those things you've just had a very bad past..." she interrupts me.

"I still do all the things I do that I use to do. I haven't changed at all. When I hear an argument I run away. When I feel sad or depress I cry and cut. When I'm lost I cut. When I want to forget everything I knock myself out. I'm everything that they said I am they aren't lying Luke."

I try so hard not crying but its hard not to because of her past. I just keep quiet and holds her close to my chest. Silence forms around us and I look down at her and she's asleep. I let her sleep and falls asleep myself.