It feels like the pain is overwhelming my brain and my eyes can't bear any tears anymore so I sit in pain waiting for it to pass by as my mind no longer answers me and my thoughts are returned to nothingness and my memory has become dark and blank what a melancholy feeling so bitter and cold my heart no longer knows who to trust with each way I look is another person who has their own selfish needs to use me for I'm now incapable of loving and caring anymore and if tonight will be the night that I pass away I only wish for everyone to move on with their lives and to not care anymore as I cannot find a reason to respect myself or care about my body anymore perhaps I'll let the pain envelope my body so I can feel again something other than numbness. It seems I'm incapable of showing interest in anything anymore and or showing emotions regularly and the only ones I have left are disgust and anxiousness. I have no hope of what I wish to be my life anymore and if anyone reads this don't bother stopping me.
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my life??
No Ficciónhey! this is a story about me! the authors side of what happens cause I'm slowly going insane and have nothing to be able to do to get my emotions out 🙂👍 anyways!!! if you read this thx! if not that's okay too! also ((massive tw))
