𝙃𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 ☾「hyunlix」

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 13

Warning: drugging

The dorm had never been so silent. It was uncomfortable but comfortable at the same time. Both males could only pass each other by like strangers as they did their own thing, both parties subconsciously agreeing thats its better to avoid than to approach.

Two hours went by and felix just left the dorm to God knows where. Hyunjin could only stay quietly in the dorm enjoying the noise of rain falling from the sky, trickling down the windows. He was at peace, but yet it felt lonely. He sat on the carpet looking at the rain hitting against the glass window before sighing heavily putting his head back, and staring up at the roof. He rested his hand on his face covering the view of the roof before he sighed once more.

"Why'd I say that.."

He groaned in embarrassment knocking his forehead with his fist before regaining his senses and stopping.

"Ugh whatever I wont let that fucker occupy my mind."

He said standing up before pausing to a flashback he had. The memory of tears trickling down Felix's face was all he could think about. Hyunjin shook his head refusing to remember that. He walked over to the kitchen extending his hand to grab the ritz box on top of the silver colored fridge and began munching on it enjoying the taste. He began feeling bored, he couldn't go out with his friends at the moment and the TV was boring him.

《...》

Since then hours had passed, and hyunjin finally heard a knock on the door. He was a bit excited to see who it was anyone would entertain him at that point. He got up from his seat after playing angry birds on hi phone and opened the door. What he saw drained all of the colors off his face and he only stiffened in shock. The woman was shorter than hyunjin and had beautiful long brown hair, she had sunshades on her head and fancy business clothes. She stared directly at hyunjin, her expression unchangeable.

"Missed me? Hyunjin."

Hyunjin froze at the woman's cold voice. She could only smile before letting herself in. His eyes followed the woman's movements before sitting down on the couch.

"I'm here to see if your doing well academically." She coldy said not even glancing st the boy, removing the shades from her head and putting them on her shirt.

"I...uh..." hyunjin could not begin to even ask what she was doing here. Her very presence was enough to disturb him whole day. His voice got hitched in his throat before clearing it out and finally saying some words.

"I'm doing well... mom" that very word was so hard for hyunjin to say alone. He never considered that wretched woman his mother not even a human being no less.

Flashback

Hyunjin was born out of wedlock to a man his mother carelessly met at a bar. She wanted to get an abortion but her parents protested against it and instead made her marry the guy at the bar. Time went by and he was born but she never wanted a 'he'

Growing up all hyunjin wanted was his mother affection, instead whenever he broke something simple like a vase she would just replace later he would get beaten and thrown outside for days. The only person who was there for hyunjin was his father who turned out to actually be nice. His father was more closed off and reserved and he'd always tell hyunjin "I don't regret having you."

"Even if you got drunk?"

"Haha I was careless but even if I did get drunk but trust me thats my first and last time im going to a bar."