𝙃𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 ☾「hyunlix」

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 30

A bright light crept out from the cream-colored curtains, hitting the blonde's face. He groaned in annoyance, tossing and turning left and right. He opened his eyes, staring at the room and everything else around him. He could feel like he was still disoriented.

"This isn't my room.." he mumbled, standing up from the bed. He continued to look around, noticing a picture frame of hyunjin and another girl on the brown-colored dresser. His eyes widened in shock. He gripped the sheets as his lips nearly fell off his face in shock. All the memories from the party came flooding back into his brain. He had never felt stupid as much as he was feeling right now. He slapped his forehead with his hand squeezing his eyes shut. He looked around for anything else suspicious and noticed that he was shirtless. He gasped, he hoped that whatever he was thinking didn't happen.

"Wait, it could be a dream..yeah... a dream."

He thought to himself as he rushed out of hyunjin's room scanning the area for the dark-haired male. He still had his clothes from last night's party, and he only had an hour to get ready for school. "Fuck fuck fuck!!" He said to himself as he rushed inside his room, and into his drawer for an outfit. He scanned the room some more, realizing that his phone was missing. he didn't have time to worry about his phone. He got up rushing into the shower.

Thirty minutes passed, and Felix was nearly ready for school only..he was still missing his phone. He removed the pillows from the couches and went back into hyunjin's room to see if his phone could be there. To his disappointment, it was not. He began to worry, he had a password on his phone but he didn't want some crazy person holding his phone captive.

He shook his head in an attempt to forget about it. He grabbed his bag and keys and closed the door behind him, locking it from the inside.

It took 10 minutes to arrive at the school. Felix was so happy that the dorms were right around the corner or else he could've arrived late. He sighed grabbing a bread bun and taking a bite out of it. He was lucky he had some food in his bag since he skipped breakfast, and he refused to eat the lunchroom food. He slid the door to the side and took a seat next to Jisung as always. The teacher hadn't arrived yet, so he focused on quickly eating the food in front of him.

"Yo, that party was awesome, didn't know you could be so bold, Felix!" A student shouted turning around to speak to the blonde. "You drank so much I thought you would pass out," a girl said entering the conversation. Felix remained silent, he was used to people hating on him. He thought to himself how nice it felt.

"But doesn't hyunjin like girls?" The girl spoke again. Felix was then reminded of that stupid dare that took place, he felt like grabbing a rope and hanging himself right there in the middle of the classroom.

"Oh c'mon, you know that was a dare," he said nudging the girl playfully. Right when the girl was about to continue, the door slid open and the teacher entered. Everyone sat in their respective seats and the lecture began. "Sounds like you're famous now" Jisung encouraged. "I'm pretty sure I'm not" he replied grabbing his pen from his pocket.

...

Felix knew that there was still a good sum of people who hated his guts at school. Some were hyunjin's fan girls, and others were instances he caused due to his personality. Despite that, he was happy that he was able to make friends, and have old friends with him too.

The blonde walked out of the classroom. "I'm going to the bathroom, so don't wait for me," he informed Jisung. The chubby-cheeked male looked at him worried. "How could I not? I don't want you getting beat up," he said with a frown on his face. Felix hated how he made his friend constantly worry. "Don't worry; there are tons of people roaming the halls," he reassured Jisung as he shot him a warm smile and waved him goodbye.

Soon enough, the halls were empty once again. His heart began beating fast, and anxiety flooded his senses. He promised himself he would just go in and out in a flash. He scanned the bathroom to check for anyone else. He sighed in relief once he found no one. He looked at himself in the mirror, fixing his hair. Moments later he heard the sound of flushing. He was confused it sounded so quiet that he'd never think someone else was in there. The stall unlocked and the person who came out was..hyunjin.

Felix's expression changes from worry to shock. "Shit, I have to get out of here.." he whispered quickly washing his hands and speed-walking to the exit.

"Wait."

A familiar voice shouted grabbing the blonde's wrist. He closed his eyes praying that he would release him. "Let me go," he said tugging on his hand. "I said let me g-!" Hyunjin pulled harder, bringing the blonde closer to his chest. The blonde's doe eyes widened in shock as all he could do was stare at the other, whose expression remained stoic. "So what you're just gonna avoid me now, that it?" He scoffed licking his lips in the process. Felix's eyebrows twitched in annoyance. He shouldn't have been surprised that he was acting like this because all of this was normal to him. "Why do you think, I'm fucking avoiding you for style?!" He said trying to get out of hyunjin's tight grip. The latter grabbed him by his shoulder pushing him against the wall. "Why are you pretending it never happened?" He said leaning into the blonde's ear gently tracing the blondes jaw with his finger. Sweat started forming near the blonde's forehead and neck. "Should I have confronted you then? for fucking what" he said. Right before hyunjin could open his lips to say something the bell rang again, and another student entered. Hyunjin quickly released him from his grip sighing while looking at the ceiling. He shoved his hands deep into his pockets, turning around to exit the bathroom.

Hyunjin felt annoyed at the blonde's reaction, now he was outright avoiding him. All he could do was just to keep playing that night in his head over and over again like a broken record. He felt like the dumb one caring about something like this when the other had not even cared to bat an eye. He made his way to the bleachers walking under them. He sat down on the grass and pulled out his new vape. He wasn't too worried about a class taking place because this was the only time gym class wasn't in session. He laid back resting on the metal behind him. He took a hit, releasing the smoke from his lips and inhaling that sweet strawberry scent around him. He tightly gripped his vape biting his lips in anger. "fuck!" he said getting up from the floor. This whole ordeal was making him feel crazy. He didn't understand it either, he didn't think he was gay now was he? Felix did look more like a girl. He got out, making his way to the bleachers to lay on them. He never cared about stuff like grades anyway, even though it might cost him. He stared at the sky, the sun radiating through his face. he closed his eyes inhaling the breeze that swayed through him. The only time he knew he could feel comfortable.

Time passed, and the feeling of someone shaking hyunjin bothered him. He groaned in annoyance trying to brush off the hand. "hey bro, wake up it time to go home!" a familiar voice said. Hyunjin opened his eyes, the bright light intruding his eyesight. "Changbin?" he said in a tired voice releasing a sigh while having his arm rest on his forehead. "why are you sleeping here?" he said. The male sat up from the bleachers, scanning around for anyone else. "why haven't I heard from you?" hyunjin said, shutting down the question changbin asked. "cmon at least answer the first question before asking another" he said sighing. The dark haired male stood up from the bleachers realizing that he left his bag in the classroom with him. "wait for me I'm gonna get my bag" he said running off before Changbin had a say in anything.

Changbin sat there with his phone as he waited for hyunjin to return. A faint sound could be heard from far away. It was hyunjin sprinting through the field with the bag on his back. Hyunjin arrived huffing. He quickly grabbed the water bottle from his bag's side pockets and chugged it down as if he could drink the whole of han river. "You didn't have to sprint" changbin said chuckling. Hyunjin rolled his eyes rushing the male to give him a lift to his dorm.

A/n: where was changbin the whole time? ;3 (no but low-key I forgot Abt him sorry guys😔✊)

Guys my mom let me drive and I drove it past the sidewalk and almost crashed it into the railing...💀 Dw I reversed it and parked it but I parked it crooked...